She wouldn’t, she’s better than me. I’d leave a note about it anyways

I don’t have any family

They all died

What happened

Wow

But what for? The only thing around is just ignorance and stupidity. Not to mention I basically have two years before I graduate, probably 3 before I get combat experience. That’s all I’ve ever wanted to do in life, I can’t do it right now. I just can’t, three years is one hell of a long time. Also because I’m training to be an officer I can’t get married until my training is done

I already draw, write, shoot, make models, work out. I do a lot of things but nothing can distract me

Also I fly

I am writing a novel, I’m nearly done too

I’m sorry for wasting your time

Bye

i just woke up, fractured my arm and broke a few ribs

also a concussion

maybe traffic wasn't the best option

I'm not supposed to get discharged for a day or so

I walked into traffic on the freeway

I guess that date tomorrow is kinda cooked now ha

I thought it would take me out so i didn't really acount for that templar

yeah

and now is my time to leave, adios

i mean i'm going to do something else retard

here's the thing. i walked into traffic so that if it didn't work it'd look an accident. also i was too pussy to use my m500

okay

this is probably going to hurt so bad when i'm off morphine

well in that case i kight want to leave this server so that nobody will

ok

I did templar

i didn't want to live and i still don't

i will though

nope

nope im good

I'm just going to leave now... bye

sorry for leaving and worrying some of you

sorry about that

itjust felt very awkward being here

thanks for all you did @noobypropmaker i took you for granted a lot i'm sorry about that.

I don't think you really were

my fault

i don't know i got a concussion and blacked out

I'm in the hospital and my GF showed up

yeah

i don't plan on killing myself again though

> You're very lucky to have sustained such little damage.
yeah, i was running for a semi that was on the other side, and ironically got hit by a car... i think. thats all i can gather because if i made it to the semi i'd bbe dead as fuck

it made me remember a somewhat relevant shitty joke

I got amnesia, its okay though, i'll forget about it

thanks man

It'd be preferable if I don't talk about it anymore

yeah, sure i'll send you a copy of it

i'm going to hop off for now though

it's probably not great to talk about stuff when on morphine anyways

alright see you later @noobypropmaker

how are you guys doing

really bored, also pissed that i could've hurt other people

GF and I had a huge heart to heart today, feels good man.

Hospital heart to heart

Oh right I’m supposed to have some surgery because I did fuck my leg a little

I’m supposed to make a full recovery though

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/463623825947361281/603574935406772234/cbt.gif

Just one more day in this hospital and I get to go home, however my gf is gonna have to care for me like I’m a little kid. That’s gonna be really fucking weird.

Sounds good, I’m in ROTC though, I can’t get married until I’m out

Hey I’m not navy so it isn’t gay

Yeah, that’s gay

They don’t want distractions

If I can keep a relationship for 2 years I’ll marry her the day I graduate

I’m gonna miss western civilization so much when it dies.

At least you are trying

Oh also my surgery went well

I’m allowed to leave in a few hours

I have to put so much trust in my GF, I can’t stand so she’s gonna have to get me shit. I’m literally going to die if she doesn’t help me

Damn

We got ourselves a real sad boi hours chat here, sorry to hear that

My GF made schnitzel. It tasted like shit but I love her

Eh, it’s just food. Point goes to her for making it

Thanks though

Without her I would die alone so she is like a guardian angel

I’m kinda contemplating leaving ROTC so I can propose to her

fuck

i got food poisoning

its really weird because i broke both of my legs and arms she has to move me around... meaning she had to sat right next to me whilst i removed my bowels. that was weird as hell

one hand

yeah

I feel really bad, because of what I did my GF has to miss a few days of college

I can only move my right arm and my head so I can’t really give her a hug or anything lol

Ok

My GF forced me to sing a song that I wrote when I was in my high school. God I Miss high school

Fucking got em Pepsi

I don’t know, my band was kinda like the band ‘sorority noise’. It was like sad boi hours but alternative rock

nah

Not gay

I’ll post a link to sorority noise if you want a rough approximate in <#529103019493687317>

So probably not wholesome

I thought my music was good but it’s not really something you singing to a girlfriend that is helping you survive getting hit by a car lol.

i wish this cast didn't completely turn me off whenever i think of something sexual

life is hell

also no fap for like two weeks

hhhhhhhh

this thing covers my waist

rip

but yeah @Foogals i'll have that shit on tap

kek yeah