Message from @T-34 Waifu
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All I have is my gf, I love her a lot but I’m not sure I can take it anymore
That's just life, it has it dark moments, but in the end it's only temporary
Think about how your gf will react to your death
How devastated she will be
Do you want to leave her broken
Hurt
In pain
I don’t really mind to be honest, she’d cry but what am I supposed to hear “come back” no I’d be dead
And what happens if she kills herself as a result of your death
Her blood will be on your hands and the pain her family and friends will feel will be on you as well
She wouldn’t, she’s better than me. I’d leave a note about it anyways
I don’t have any family
How do you know shes better than you
They all died
For all you know you could be the only one keeping her sane
Hell heart break can sometimes drive people mad
I wish i could @tersh rn
Because that man has face death numerous times
Yet he indured
Because he had too
Diagnosed with cancer twice
Wow
He was cured
But doctors said it could return
And instead of just giving up
He indured
For his family
And recently his wife
He could have just given up but he chose not too
So just know that if tersh can get through what went down with him. You can get through your situation
You can't just give up so easly
But what for? The only thing around is just ignorance and stupidity. Not to mention I basically have two years before I graduate, probably 3 before I get combat experience. That’s all I’ve ever wanted to do in life, I can’t do it right now. I just can’t, three years is one hell of a long time. Also because I’m training to be an officer I can’t get married until my training is done
Then have it be your goal
Use it as your motive to keep going
Even if you think there's no point, you would have at least made something on your life instead of just taking the easy way out
And who knows, your efforts could be rewarded in the end
That's something you can never know about life
You should pick up a hobby if you can
Like drawing
^^^^