He was cured

But doctors said it could return

And instead of just giving up

He indured

For his family

And recently his wife

He could have just given up but he chose not too

So just know that if tersh can get through what went down with him. You can get through your situation

You can't just give up so easly

But what for? The only thing around is just ignorance and stupidity. Not to mention I basically have two years before I graduate, probably 3 before I get combat experience. That’s all I’ve ever wanted to do in life, I can’t do it right now. I just can’t, three years is one hell of a long time. Also because I’m training to be an officer I can’t get married until my training is done

Then have it be your goal

Use it as your motive to keep going

Even if you think there's no point, you would have at least made something on your life instead of just taking the easy way out

And who knows, your efforts could be rewarded in the end

That's something you can never know about life

You should pick up a hobby if you can

Like drawing

^^^^

Finding a distraction can actually help out

Give you short term goals to help distract you from these thoughts

I already draw, write, shoot, make models, work out. I do a lot of things but nothing can distract me

Also I fly

Then you're not doing it right. Try setting larger goals. Try to overcome yourself in what you're good at and don't let yourself be let down by failure. Try making bigger and better drawings, try writing a novel or make models with a level of detail you have never tried before. I know how you feel man.

I am writing a novel, I’m nearly done too

Then finish that novel and maybe start a new one

A bigger one possibly

Try exploring genres, motives or way of writing you have never tried before

Ways*

I’m sorry for wasting your time

Bye

Life's hard man, but there's never a reason to end it. It's just about pushing through and through. You must feel depleted now, tired and useless. It's about enduring the times you feel down and looking forward to the good times @T-34 Waifu you haven't wasted our time, if you have been wasting our time we wouldn't be with you here. There isn't a single reason for you to apologize.

@T-34 Waifu there's a reason you didn't OD on those xannax pills from a while ago. I know i was hard ass that day but you could have easly died via your own vomit that day, yet instead of dying you talk to the server where people told you what to do to keep you from dying. You have a second shot at life. Please do not waste it

I'm still terrified about Tersheus, what if he dies from cancer?

Anyways.

`Do you guys actually enjoy living? If so why?`
Dopamine.

Without Dopamine, we'd pretty much not want to live.

It plays a very crucial part in emotion, motivation, your thought process, and sadly addiction.

^^^^^^Incase you wanted to know the scientific reason

In the end it's all just a bunch of chems in our heads

Pretty nihilistic, though.

How about this