@T-34 Waifu there's a reason you didn't OD on those xannax pills from a while ago. I know i was hard ass that day but you could have easly died via your own vomit that day, yet instead of dying you talk to the server where people told you what to do to keep you from dying. You have a second shot at life. Please do not waste it

I'm still terrified about Tersheus, what if he dies from cancer?

Anyways.

`Do you guys actually enjoy living? If so why?`
Dopamine.

Without Dopamine, we'd pretty much not want to live.

It plays a very crucial part in emotion, motivation, your thought process, and sadly addiction.

^^^^^^Incase you wanted to know the scientific reason

In the end it's all just a bunch of chems in our heads

Pretty nihilistic, though.

How about this

there's a lot of things that can give you dopamine, a lot of them are healthy and a part of the human experience.

Something as mild mannered as looking at a beautiful scene, the sun setting next to a hill

Everything is addiction. Some are more constructive than others.

i just woke up, fractured my arm and broke a few ribs

also a concussion

maybe traffic wasn't the best option

Holy fuck what

I'm not supposed to get discharged for a day or so

No what did you mean by fractured arm and broke a few ribs

I walked into traffic on the freeway

I guess that date tomorrow is kinda cooked now ha

You walked into traffic, risking the lives of other people, and you have the audacity to make a joke about it

I thought it would take me out so i didn't really acount for that templar

Look

You've had near deaths twice now

I think this is a sign that it's best that you no longer try to take your own life away

yeah

Also don't do anything that'll put the lives of others at risk in the process as well

I'm trying really hard not to sculled you right now fam

and now is my time to leave, adios

No it's not

i mean i'm going to do something else retard

Ask if you can see a psychologist or someone while you're in the hospital

And don't be surprised if your gf gets upset for what you tried to do if she finds out

here's the thing. i walked into traffic so that if it didn't work it'd look an accident. also i was too pussy to use my m500

If you're afraid of going the quick route then that means part of you still wants to live

Don't ignore that part of you

Please

okay

Also there's a good chance your guns are gonna get take away now.of they find out It's a suicide attempt

this is probably going to hurt so bad when i'm off morphine