Message from @T-34 Waifu
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Then finish that novel and maybe start a new one
A bigger one possibly
Try exploring genres, motives or way of writing you have never tried before
Ways*
I’m sorry for wasting your time
Bye
Life's hard man, but there's never a reason to end it. It's just about pushing through and through. You must feel depleted now, tired and useless. It's about enduring the times you feel down and looking forward to the good times @T-34 Waifu you haven't wasted our time, if you have been wasting our time we wouldn't be with you here. There isn't a single reason for you to apologize.
@T-34 Waifu there's a reason you didn't OD on those xannax pills from a while ago. I know i was hard ass that day but you could have easly died via your own vomit that day, yet instead of dying you talk to the server where people told you what to do to keep you from dying. You have a second shot at life. Please do not waste it
I'm still terrified about Tersheus, what if he dies from cancer?
Anyways.
`Do you guys actually enjoy living? If so why?`
Dopamine.
Without Dopamine, we'd pretty much not want to live.
It plays a very crucial part in emotion, motivation, your thought process, and sadly addiction.
^^^^^^Incase you wanted to know the scientific reason
In the end it's all just a bunch of chems in our heads
Pretty nihilistic, though.
How about this
there's a lot of things that can give you dopamine, a lot of them are healthy and a part of the human experience.
Something as mild mannered as looking at a beautiful scene, the sun setting next to a hill
Everything is addiction. Some are more constructive than others.
also a concussion
maybe traffic wasn't the best option
Holy fuck what
I'm not supposed to get discharged for a day or so
No what did you mean by fractured arm and broke a few ribs
I walked into traffic on the freeway
I guess that date tomorrow is kinda cooked now ha
You walked into traffic, risking the lives of other people, and you have the audacity to make a joke about it
I thought it would take me out so i didn't really acount for that templar
Look
You've had near deaths twice now
I think this is a sign that it's best that you no longer try to take your own life away
yeah
Also don't do anything that'll put the lives of others at risk in the process as well
I'm trying really hard not to sculled you right now fam
and now is my time to leave, adios
No it's not
i mean i'm going to do something else retard
Ask if you can see a psychologist or someone while you're in the hospital
And don't be surprised if your gf gets upset for what you tried to do if she finds out