Message from @T-34 Waifu
Discord ID: 617488959811092508
He indured
For his family
And recently his wife
He could have just given up but he chose not too
So just know that if tersh can get through what went down with him. You can get through your situation
You can't just give up so easly
But what for? The only thing around is just ignorance and stupidity. Not to mention I basically have two years before I graduate, probably 3 before I get combat experience. That’s all I’ve ever wanted to do in life, I can’t do it right now. I just can’t, three years is one hell of a long time. Also because I’m training to be an officer I can’t get married until my training is done
Then have it be your goal
Use it as your motive to keep going
Even if you think there's no point, you would have at least made something on your life instead of just taking the easy way out
And who knows, your efforts could be rewarded in the end
That's something you can never know about life
You should pick up a hobby if you can
Like drawing
^^^^
Finding a distraction can actually help out
Give you short term goals to help distract you from these thoughts
I already draw, write, shoot, make models, work out. I do a lot of things but nothing can distract me
Also I fly
Then you're not doing it right. Try setting larger goals. Try to overcome yourself in what you're good at and don't let yourself be let down by failure. Try making bigger and better drawings, try writing a novel or make models with a level of detail you have never tried before. I know how you feel man.
Then finish that novel and maybe start a new one
A bigger one possibly
Try exploring genres, motives or way of writing you have never tried before
Ways*
I’m sorry for wasting your time
Bye
Life's hard man, but there's never a reason to end it. It's just about pushing through and through. You must feel depleted now, tired and useless. It's about enduring the times you feel down and looking forward to the good times @T-34 Waifu you haven't wasted our time, if you have been wasting our time we wouldn't be with you here. There isn't a single reason for you to apologize.
@T-34 Waifu there's a reason you didn't OD on those xannax pills from a while ago. I know i was hard ass that day but you could have easly died via your own vomit that day, yet instead of dying you talk to the server where people told you what to do to keep you from dying. You have a second shot at life. Please do not waste it
I'm still terrified about Tersheus, what if he dies from cancer?
Anyways.
`Do you guys actually enjoy living? If so why?`
Dopamine.
Without Dopamine, we'd pretty much not want to live.
It plays a very crucial part in emotion, motivation, your thought process, and sadly addiction.
^^^^^^Incase you wanted to know the scientific reason
In the end it's all just a bunch of chems in our heads
Pretty nihilistic, though.
How about this
there's a lot of things that can give you dopamine, a lot of them are healthy and a part of the human experience.
Something as mild mannered as looking at a beautiful scene, the sun setting next to a hill
Everything is addiction. Some are more constructive than others.