oh you must not be American right?

I am a US Citizen and a Californian.

oh shit haha, i just thought the way you worded it sounded british

im californian too. but in oregon right now

I will take THAT as a compliment. Wish I was a Brit and I would have that posh accent

im a good guy guys. i am. i know that sounds whack but my inner monologue very rarely is nice to me

one of my favorite comedies is British

tv shows

That's understandable Sam....you are in a bad situation right now. That is a truth. Its a reality. You have accepted that. You can only go up from here

this channel is amazing

i love you all. i swear. i was in hysterics and now i feel ok

My mom was British (welsh acutally...no sheep jokes) but hey..........she's gone.....and she didn't see me "turn my life around" a regret I have

I am glad you feel a bit better. Know you are loved and liked by me, and I can speak for the rest of the lads here too!

i got everyones back too man. i think im all vented out

Hey.....look.....we are here for you, and if you would like.......in the future, I would be willing to give you my celli so you could call me......you know, since we are both Californians

its a new reality for me, i have no assistance for my medical issues anymore. im on my own. thats it in plain english. it sounds like im blowing it up but its my reality and damn will it be expensive and i will probably have to work more than i ever have ever

but, maybe i can do something with this

i have to have some hope

It will be expensive, but you there are groups (public and private) that can and WILL help you. If they offer, or you find the help. TAKE IT

damn man

i am curious about the amount of coritsol in my brain right now

the cliche thing that SJWs say when they're triggered

"i am shaking right now"

well, i am, and its like uncontrollable. and i havent eaten today im just like not hungry

Eat a little something before sleep tonight

im half polish half italian

im basically hairless tho

I am Polish and Welsh

tbh if i REALLY wanted to just fuck off

i have italian citizenship. i have an italian passport.

WOW sam

but i dont know italian or anyone in europe

well i know my 2 cousins but they're in Scandinavia

i didnt keep in contact with anyone from my german surgeries

i didnt really meet anyone but other patients and nurses

I am going to the UK next year, visit my Welsh relatives.........shop for clothing, records. It's going to be my real big trip

Saved for five years for this

Well....in that situation you were in Sam......of course you would not meet too many in Germany

thats pretty cool

you are going to Wales?

i mean even with all the bullshit of Germany it was still cool to see a diff culture

even tho i was there for non tourist reasons. but there were just some hellish moments in recovery.

Yeah to Wales, staying in London, and Manchester. Taking three weeks in June 2019

nice man. yeah sounds like my trip. 2.5 weeks in Japan. never had anything ever like that again and i should use that as motivation to get out of all this shit

cuz i really would love to go back. its something that i want to do.

2020 olympics will be too expensive tho i think

fuck, why am i thinking about travel i cant afford shit

dream baby dream

@Sam Amari great! Find a way of visiting your Bros from this server

i would give you a hand in case you visit my city

Im not sure why it says im still playing shadow of mordor. My pc isnt even on

Must be the discord slow mode

@ZODD @The Tradesman did anyone ban machtyn??

Woah.

I have no idea.

Unless my slippery fingers did something whilst I gave someone meme privileges, I have no idea, @Happy Humble Hermit.

nope. i no ban

it says hes still ther efor me

I'm Proud of My Bans, would have Boasted about it , if I have @Happy Humble Hermit

wait. it says hes not in the server now.

ill talk to him

Voluntarily left?

ill check it out

hes offline rn

ill let you know when hes on and i talk to him

fuck

i took WAY too much of my meds

no idea why

ugh

@Sam Amari, I wish I could send you some Aeroplane Jelly.

Yeah no bans in the audit log

he must have just left

peace to everyone in the voice chat. Always dope chatting with ya'll

yeah i love this chat

thanks to everyone

high blood pressure meds got me feeling low

@Sam Amari, I'm glad.

@?? {Q}, see you round, mate.

im lowkey trying to call into the show rn. if he has another caller in what should i say as a joke?

the tfm show

rip i tried

Google monkey jokes

i tried like every time but i got cucked by some other caller. and they were fucking potatos. every one of them

rip

Ya so much potatoe tonight on the TFM show

I've been noticing a lot of that lately.

I think that MGTOW is getting big enough now that it has passed the event horizon point

we now have people just coming to it because it's popular not really having any idea what it's really about

like it's passed the point of critcal mass.

thats true. but remember. mgtow is always about the individual. the fakers, posers and potato idiots will come and go. but the knowledge will remain. and the strong will always reach out to take the knowledge for themselves

Ya but I take it personal

For the first 40+ years of my life I thought that I was just a werido and that there was no one else like me.

Then I found MGTOW and realized that I was not the only one.

I found a home full of like minded people.

now all the normies are trying to become roommates with me.

they cant. just ignore them. mgtow cant be coopted, taken over, or changed. its a philosophy at its core. not a movement

agreed on that aspect. But it is also a community

that is true. but its a community of individuals

the community can become over run and polluted to the point that it's not worth getting involved with.

thats why we have things like these servers. with mods like me. who can tell the thots to 🅱 **gone** and the cucks, mra idiots, and simps to gtfo

and then its just the cool guys

and memers

hopefully it stays that way

as long as im patrolling these streets it will. plus you know. the 4 other guys modding. especially @The Tradesman . hes our euro timezone guard

and hermit

Sandman has Fatcat buying her influence into his content.

he may be important.

@shadowlessnexus, I'm based in Australia, fucking cunt.

@The Tradesman im sorry then your our **upsidedown mod**. that better

Better.

👌

🔛 🔝

Aussie TZ is totally wrong. They have their days and night backwards.

The sun literally sets at 2000.

@The Tradesman your still awake when we are asleep for the most part anyway. so my original comment stands.

well. i do stay up late too. so i can help out with nighttime thottery

I see thots on the bus everyday, man.

oh yea definately. ive been hit on by them..

I used to stay up all night and play eve online. I would finish up my shift by handing things over to the Aussie TZ peeps.

i remember there was this gross fat one. who was arguing with this guy over some stupid shit. then she turns around and says "i still think your accent is sexy tho" just about puked

she tried to do the whole im a cute girl thing

dont work when your arms are like fucking pressed hams

That has to show you how thirsty some of these cucks are. Those fat chicks would not think that they were all of that unless they had dudes willing to give it to them.

definately

X)

also congrats on finally accending and getting an anime usericon tradesman.

There's nothing worse than a fat chick

honestly, fat chicks are the least desirable thing

Fat Woman Look Unhealthy and inFertile

and also straight gross

@hel I read "No More Mr. Nice Guy". Decent book, but honestly I remember feeling like it focused on weak men instead of "nice" men. I remember the book feeling like it was saying "how to not be a pussy" without really saying it. I finished it but didn't really connect with it. Felt like a marriage counseling book.

Gotta love female hypocrisy. I'm "friends" with these two redhead twins, svelte pair, good looking

one is a lez the other is straight

anyway the straight one broke up with her bf who I happen to be friends with

I hate twins.

the lez one just made an aggrandizing insta post

I'll type out an excerpt, you'll love this

"Know when to walk away and realise when you're not being made a priority. Remember to always put yourself first and do what makes you happy."

so in one line she basically says you have to be someone's priority, and in the very next she says to put yourself first

what the actual shit? Putting himself first is what my mate did, after making her a priority wasn't improving her behaviour towards him one bit

Fuck that hooker what does she know? Nothing.

Nothing, but it's just such typical behaviour

@Sam Amari hey man look up some local groups on MeetUp. You can probably find some people who relate to your situation. They could have advice that would help you, or at least you'd have some people around you that you could depend on and talk to. Also, the government definitely has programs that you could get on. I know in California they have a state-run medical program that basically takes care of people.

thanks man.

im in oregon right now.

i was thinking i might share some of my music with this chat and see what they think

you make music?

yea

VITAS makes best music.

xDD

wow, pewds just owned t series

T series?

You're obviously not a nine year old.

Nope

I'd hate to be growing up in this day

13 yr olds are getting accused of rape dude, 13 yr olds

I know...

Meanwhile 13 year olds swear on csgo and they fucked everyone's mom multiple times

your mom gay

Wherein I, as an intelligent 13 year old played in the sand box with plastic soldiers.

How old are you now?

I'm obviously being sarcastic but I'm 18 now

Yeah.

I think some chick is trying to metoo me, because I pulled her tits out while we were making out. The threat is real.

RIP.

Shouldn't have hooked up with a thot in the current year.

@DingleberryPie should have stayed celibate

I still listen to bluepilled music

r/madlads

Same here but I make fun of it while I'm at it

what is love vaporwave mix

EDM dude, I love it

Some of it at least

watch?v=Z0SUZRzp7Sg

the lyrics are hilariously bluepill but the song is still fire

Have you heard of The Midnight? Blue pilled as fuck but makes great music, it's synthwave btw

let's hear it

Most of the music is geared towards normies, so of course it will be bluepilled.

Yep agreed

Wow.

Vice City ...

The artist is probably Redpilled, you never know, he is probably making good money off of blue pilled simps

That's what I do

It's easy to make money off of simps

I know this one song from The Midnight that is pretty Mgtow

Oh yeah I agree

Is it called sunset

Yup

Lol

Hey, it's my favorite

No, I just dunno how I guessed that

(It came up on the playlist rn)

Damn still 270 pages left on TRP sidebar

Lol, well there is another one, btw sunset is semi Redpilled, it still contains blue Pilled ideas but it has some red pills in it

Listen to River Of Darkness, I think it's pretty Redpilled

The best revenge for your oneitis, ex-wives/gfs is ignoring them and becoming more successful

The rage phase is a good motivator to hit the gym

They're not worth dwelling on even, no point in wanting to get at them in some form of revenge.

^

Being pissed at the cunt that fucked you over is perfectly justified though, don't see how that is just a phase.

Still, it's hilarious to watch them trying to go back into your life once you become better

It's just a natural reaction you'd had towards something like that.

By phase I mean after you swallow the pill

@Little_Bob_69 and thanks for the music, it's quite relaxing actually.

Yeah it is man

And you are right, success is the best revenge for your ex, they hate it and go as far as to accuse men of rape

Shits real

If you seen 'american beauty' where the main character undergoes a transformation. epic.

I'm getting me tooed for receiving blue balls.

Good times.

F

F

F

F

what does the " F " mean?

F to pay respects

From COD advanced warfare.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NfT1XLD51zc

Some how became a meme

this retarded scene

because it was so stupid

that people just had to meme on it

Thanks. That helped make sense of it.

i dont understand how that made it into the game. but im glad it did

chinese hacker?

ohboy

sorry about getting me tooed

it kinda happened to me when i was 20

wtf hasnt happened in my life tho

its a japanese kanji

well

have you met aLienS

a girl tried to me too me even though the entire party knew it was consensual

it was a massive pain

F

can this F thing not be at thing, i fucking hate call of duty

anyone who supports that garbage company lmao

F

alright memesters

how the fuck do i get out of this shit. ugh. im living proof no one cares about men lmao.

of course

we're just an utility

other men should care at least lmfao

sorry HHH chat

fuckin goin thru it

care for your freedom

Anyone here buy BO4?

i do care for my freedom just crippled by medical expenses