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That's understandable Sam....you are in a bad situation right now. That is a truth. Its a reality. You have accepted that. You can only go up from here

this channel is amazing

i love you all. i swear. i was in hysterics and now i feel ok

My mom was British (welsh acutally...no sheep jokes) but hey..........she's gone.....and she didn't see me "turn my life around" a regret I have

I am glad you feel a bit better. Know you are loved and liked by me, and I can speak for the rest of the lads here too!

i got everyones back too man. i think im all vented out

Hey.....look.....we are here for you, and if you would like.......in the future, I would be willing to give you my celli so you could call me......you know, since we are both Californians

its a new reality for me, i have no assistance for my medical issues anymore. im on my own. thats it in plain english. it sounds like im blowing it up but its my reality and damn will it be expensive and i will probably have to work more than i ever have ever

but, maybe i can do something with this

i have to have some hope

It will be expensive, but you there are groups (public and private) that can and WILL help you. If they offer, or you find the help. TAKE IT

damn man

i am curious about the amount of coritsol in my brain right now

the cliche thing that SJWs say when they're triggered

"i am shaking right now"

well, i am, and its like uncontrollable. and i havent eaten today im just like not hungry

Eat a little something before sleep tonight

im half polish half italian

im basically hairless tho

I am Polish and Welsh

tbh if i REALLY wanted to just fuck off

i have italian citizenship. i have an italian passport.

WOW sam

but i dont know italian or anyone in europe

well i know my 2 cousins but they're in Scandinavia

i didnt keep in contact with anyone from my german surgeries

i didnt really meet anyone but other patients and nurses

I am going to the UK next year, visit my Welsh relatives.........shop for clothing, records. It's going to be my real big trip

Saved for five years for this

Well....in that situation you were in Sam......of course you would not meet too many in Germany

thats pretty cool

you are going to Wales?

i mean even with all the bullshit of Germany it was still cool to see a diff culture

even tho i was there for non tourist reasons. but there were just some hellish moments in recovery.

Yeah to Wales, staying in London, and Manchester. Taking three weeks in June 2019

nice man. yeah sounds like my trip. 2.5 weeks in Japan. never had anything ever like that again and i should use that as motivation to get out of all this shit

cuz i really would love to go back. its something that i want to do.

2020 olympics will be too expensive tho i think

fuck, why am i thinking about travel i cant afford shit

dream baby dream