but, maybe i can do something with this

i have to have some hope

It will be expensive, but you there are groups (public and private) that can and WILL help you. If they offer, or you find the help. TAKE IT

damn man

i am curious about the amount of coritsol in my brain right now

the cliche thing that SJWs say when they're triggered

"i am shaking right now"

well, i am, and its like uncontrollable. and i havent eaten today im just like not hungry

Eat a little something before sleep tonight

im half polish half italian

im basically hairless tho

I am Polish and Welsh

tbh if i REALLY wanted to just fuck off

i have italian citizenship. i have an italian passport.

WOW sam

but i dont know italian or anyone in europe

well i know my 2 cousins but they're in Scandinavia

i didnt keep in contact with anyone from my german surgeries

i didnt really meet anyone but other patients and nurses

I am going to the UK next year, visit my Welsh relatives.........shop for clothing, records. It's going to be my real big trip

Saved for five years for this

Well....in that situation you were in Sam......of course you would not meet too many in Germany

thats pretty cool

you are going to Wales?

i mean even with all the bullshit of Germany it was still cool to see a diff culture

even tho i was there for non tourist reasons. but there were just some hellish moments in recovery.

Yeah to Wales, staying in London, and Manchester. Taking three weeks in June 2019

nice man. yeah sounds like my trip. 2.5 weeks in Japan. never had anything ever like that again and i should use that as motivation to get out of all this shit

cuz i really would love to go back. its something that i want to do.

2020 olympics will be too expensive tho i think

fuck, why am i thinking about travel i cant afford shit

dream baby dream

@Sam Amari great! Find a way of visiting your Bros from this server

i would give you a hand in case you visit my city

Im not sure why it says im still playing shadow of mordor. My pc isnt even on

Must be the discord slow mode

@ZODD @The Tradesman did anyone ban machtyn??

Woah.

I have no idea.

Unless my slippery fingers did something whilst I gave someone meme privileges, I have no idea, @Happy Humble Hermit.

nope. i no ban