Repeatedly i hope

Hell yeah man, I always wanted to do some airborne type shit

https://youtu.be/S2_1KKx70iM

I seenit

Where daddi did the big thing

(Obviously a joke but I'm still skeptical )

@tacticaltrap Je was hired by the gov't... most likely FBI, I think it was revealed

Yeeyee

stop sleeping the guy was hired by the hotel manager to check how secure the windows are but the windows were not secure at all and instead of taking the shame and admitting that their windows are shit he just told him to go ham on the folks and call it a mass shooting

the truth is right there we just need to read between the lines

That doesnt make sense but a plot to instal more "security" at cost of liberty at the hands of the fbi is plausible.

no

I'm definetely determined to talk to the girl I like

Problem

She's always close to her friends, and thats a bump

Bump a line of confidence

What do you mean?

I mean

She's usually with her friends

So you probably wanna go up chad as fuck to ward off the thots and then talk to her normal.

Looks like I don't have another choice

Feck

Guys I have a problem

What's up man?

So I am an adrenaline junkie, I used to do a lot of bullshit nonsense and real dangerous actions to make myself feel super alive for a bit

Now I work from.home and have a business and shit so I don't have time to do that

But it's super stressful, which wouldn't be an issue except for how I cope with it

I don't do drugs or get drunk a lot or anything, I don't step out on my wife or nothing

But when I feel really stressed and need that dopamine magic I turn to porn and it's not good

Last night I had sex with my wife and like, I just couldn't finish and that's never happened before and I'm 99999% because I watch way too much of the shit

tbh, porn us one of the worst things imo. it's bad for the sex life, even worse for the psyche of a man. It takes a toll bro Trust me

As dor the adrenaline junkie thing, mad respect

I am experiencing this. Totally feel it

Short is right, its no good. But I doubt most of us could part with it. I'd suggest finding a balance, maybe talking with your wife about it? Idk, I'm pretty open with my girlfriend and we watch it together sometimes.

She watches it too so it's not an issue but I'm at like 3x a day ish like 10minutes at a time if I start getting bored or anxious

Ok, so maybe find a positive habbit to replace it. Like pushups or putting in work on a heavy bag

^

Exercise helps like a motherfucker, good shit to get that burn

I'm a Fatboy, but I'm doing good at working through it

Already lost 152lbs these past few

I used to be skinny and athletic, but for some reason I became a slob in high school, and a bit after. now I been busting ass to get my shit.

Replacement is what needs to happen

I need something to replace my dopamine needs

that's a tough one bro.

I know your pain bro. Yes the failure to eject was because if the ferocity of meat beating

1 we are at war. Stop letting the low hanging fruit of the enemy tempt you.

Knowing that place the time and energy elsewhere

Absolutely

I never have this issue I watched alot of porn when I was stationed away from my woman, but beating my meat is nothing compared to beating up the wife's meat

Wife has PCOS so sex isn't at regular intervals, unfortunately

So it's hard to avoid porn when I gotta wait 2 weeks at a time cuz she's really sore from ovaries n shit

Not trying to make excuses tho

I mean that's understandable

Man yesterday was shit. Showed up to the range 400 left at 2100

One of the many reasons I got out

Listen chief smoke some dank whenever you want to jerk off. It certainly ain’t a bad habit and it’ll help ur dopamine needs and give you some other minor health benefits but idk where you live so idk if you can

I freaked out

Jesus boy.

My brother taunted me for no fucking reason

And Im tired of this

Drink a big glass of milk pray mahbe even beat off before u do it so you can go into it with post nut clarity

Just dont give up

I never screamed so angrily and so loud in my entire life

He got scared and walked away

What happened to you son

I placed a bottle of alcohol in a table near his contact lenses

Was cleaning some shit

He saw that and taunted me saying to get that shit away from his contact lenses, like it was my intention

I didn't see the god damn things

Okay so?

Why did you freak out about that

He screamed at me like It was my intention

Ah

I didn't know he escalated it

You know when people get angry with you with no reason?

I hate it

I screamed back

Super loud

My family had to intervene

I mean I get it

Not really a healthy response but I get it

@Bodark Actual exactly

Not healthy

But I couldn't control myself

Have to learn to

It was worse before

As men if we can't control our emotions it makes us bad providers and bad warriors

I learned a lot how to control my emotions, but I've been soo sad and angry lately

When I'm angry and/or sad, I tend not to talk to people 'cause I really dont want to be rude with no reason

He doesn't

I dont have to hear him talking garbage

Why do you guys care? Why should you care? Who asked you to? Why doa bunch of strangers show more support than everyone around me? Why do I feel better telling you all about how pathetic I am, rather than just saying "i feel sad" to my parents. Im close with my mother, and ok with dad.
Ive fallen too far into the "men aren't supposed to feel anything" hole haven't i?

apparently

@PanzerWrecker, you good, King?

No

DM me tbh

If i was good would i be here?

truth.

*butIwillnotrepeatmyself*

You dont have to. You dont need to.

You are right he doesn't need to but he wants

Why? Why would you want to help me?

Like some waise mam said apes together strong