Message from @Sir Harndes
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I never have this issue I watched alot of porn when I was stationed away from my woman, but beating my meat is nothing compared to beating up the wife's meat
Wife has PCOS so sex isn't at regular intervals, unfortunately
So it's hard to avoid porn when I gotta wait 2 weeks at a time cuz she's really sore from ovaries n shit
Not trying to make excuses tho
I mean that's understandable
Man yesterday was shit. Showed up to the range 400 left at 2100
One of the many reasons I got out
Listen chief smoke some dank whenever you want to jerk off. It certainly ain’t a bad habit and it’ll help ur dopamine needs and give you some other minor health benefits but idk where you live so idk if you can
I freaked out
Jesus boy.
My brother taunted me for no fucking reason
And Im tired of this
Drink a big glass of milk pray mahbe even beat off before u do it so you can go into it with post nut clarity
Just dont give up
I never screamed so angrily and so loud in my entire life
He got scared and walked away
What happened to you son
I placed a bottle of alcohol in a table near his contact lenses
Was cleaning some shit
He saw that and taunted me saying to get that shit away from his contact lenses, like it was my intention
Okay so?
Why did you freak out about that
He screamed at me like It was my intention
Ah
I didn't know he escalated it
You know when people get angry with you with no reason?
I hate it
I screamed back
Super loud
My family had to intervene
I mean I get it
Not really a healthy response but I get it
@Bodark Actual exactly
Not healthy
But I couldn't control myself
Have to learn to
It was worse before
As men if we can't control our emotions it makes us bad providers and bad warriors
I learned a lot how to control my emotions, but I've been soo sad and angry lately
When I'm angry and/or sad, I tend not to talk to people 'cause I really dont want to be rude with no reason