Message from @Bodark Actual
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Wife has PCOS so sex isn't at regular intervals, unfortunately
So it's hard to avoid porn when I gotta wait 2 weeks at a time cuz she's really sore from ovaries n shit
Not trying to make excuses tho
I mean that's understandable
Man yesterday was shit. Showed up to the range 400 left at 2100
One of the many reasons I got out
Listen chief smoke some dank whenever you want to jerk off. It certainly ain’t a bad habit and it’ll help ur dopamine needs and give you some other minor health benefits but idk where you live so idk if you can
I freaked out
Jesus boy.
My brother taunted me for no fucking reason
And Im tired of this
Drink a big glass of milk pray mahbe even beat off before u do it so you can go into it with post nut clarity
Just dont give up
I never screamed so angrily and so loud in my entire life
He got scared and walked away
What happened to you son
I placed a bottle of alcohol in a table near his contact lenses
Was cleaning some shit
He saw that and taunted me saying to get that shit away from his contact lenses, like it was my intention
I didn't see the god damn things
Why did you freak out about that
He screamed at me like It was my intention
Ah
I didn't know he escalated it
You know when people get angry with you with no reason?
I hate it
I screamed back
Super loud
My family had to intervene
I mean I get it
Not really a healthy response but I get it
@Bodark Actual exactly
Not healthy
But I couldn't control myself
Have to learn to
It was worse before
As men if we can't control our emotions it makes us bad providers and bad warriors
I learned a lot how to control my emotions, but I've been soo sad and angry lately
When I'm angry and/or sad, I tend not to talk to people 'cause I really dont want to be rude with no reason
He doesn't