Message from @Bodark Actual

Discord ID: 621442679645011968


2019-09-10 18:24:26 UTC  

Wife has PCOS so sex isn't at regular intervals, unfortunately

2019-09-10 18:24:57 UTC  

So it's hard to avoid porn when I gotta wait 2 weeks at a time cuz she's really sore from ovaries n shit

2019-09-10 18:33:32 UTC  

Not trying to make excuses tho

2019-09-10 19:21:34 UTC  

I mean that's understandable

2019-09-10 19:45:41 UTC  

Man yesterday was shit. Showed up to the range 400 left at 2100

2019-09-11 16:24:25 UTC  

One of the many reasons I got out

2019-09-11 18:27:35 UTC  

Listen chief smoke some dank whenever you want to jerk off. It certainly ain’t a bad habit and it’ll help ur dopamine needs and give you some other minor health benefits but idk where you live so idk if you can

2019-09-11 20:28:14 UTC  

I freaked out

2019-09-11 20:28:25 UTC  

Jesus boy.

2019-09-11 20:28:37 UTC  

My brother taunted me for no fucking reason

2019-09-11 20:28:46 UTC  

And Im tired of this

2019-09-11 20:28:55 UTC  

Drink a big glass of milk pray mahbe even beat off before u do it so you can go into it with post nut clarity

2019-09-11 20:29:08 UTC  

Just dont give up

2019-09-11 20:29:09 UTC  

I never screamed so angrily and so loud in my entire life

2019-09-11 20:29:28 UTC  

He got scared and walked away

2019-09-11 20:29:32 UTC  

What happened to you son

2019-09-11 20:30:30 UTC  

I placed a bottle of alcohol in a table near his contact lenses

2019-09-11 20:30:35 UTC  

Was cleaning some shit

2019-09-11 20:31:05 UTC  

He saw that and taunted me saying to get that shit away from his contact lenses, like it was my intention

2019-09-11 20:31:20 UTC  

I didn't see the god damn things

2019-09-11 20:31:20 UTC  

Okay so?

2019-09-11 20:31:35 UTC  

Why did you freak out about that

2019-09-11 20:31:45 UTC  

He screamed at me like It was my intention

2019-09-11 20:31:50 UTC  

Ah

2019-09-11 20:31:59 UTC  

I didn't know he escalated it

2019-09-11 20:32:00 UTC  

You know when people get angry with you with no reason?

2019-09-11 20:32:11 UTC  

I hate it

2019-09-11 20:32:23 UTC  

I screamed back

2019-09-11 20:32:25 UTC  

Super loud

2019-09-11 20:32:57 UTC  

My family had to intervene

2019-09-11 20:33:08 UTC  

I mean I get it

2019-09-11 20:33:25 UTC  

Not really a healthy response but I get it

2019-09-11 20:33:41 UTC  
2019-09-11 20:33:44 UTC  

Not healthy

2019-09-11 20:33:55 UTC  

But I couldn't control myself

2019-09-11 20:34:01 UTC  

Have to learn to

2019-09-11 20:34:19 UTC  

It was worse before

2019-09-11 20:34:35 UTC  

As men if we can't control our emotions it makes us bad providers and bad warriors

2019-09-11 20:35:05 UTC  

I learned a lot how to control my emotions, but I've been soo sad and angry lately

2019-09-11 20:39:47 UTC  

When I'm angry and/or sad, I tend not to talk to people 'cause I really dont want to be rude with no reason

2019-09-11 20:40:03 UTC  

He doesn't