I didn't know he escalated it

You know when people get angry with you with no reason?

I hate it

I screamed back

Super loud

My family had to intervene

I mean I get it

Not really a healthy response but I get it

@Bodark Actual exactly

Not healthy

But I couldn't control myself

Have to learn to

It was worse before

As men if we can't control our emotions it makes us bad providers and bad warriors

I learned a lot how to control my emotions, but I've been soo sad and angry lately

When I'm angry and/or sad, I tend not to talk to people 'cause I really dont want to be rude with no reason

He doesn't

I dont have to hear him talking garbage

Why do you guys care? Why should you care? Who asked you to? Why doa bunch of strangers show more support than everyone around me? Why do I feel better telling you all about how pathetic I am, rather than just saying "i feel sad" to my parents. Im close with my mother, and ok with dad.
Ive fallen too far into the "men aren't supposed to feel anything" hole haven't i?

apparently

@PanzerWrecker, you good, King?

No

DM me tbh

If i was good would i be here?

truth.

*butIwillnotrepeatmyself*

You dont have to. You dont need to.

You are right he doesn't need to but he wants

Why? Why would you want to help me?

Like some waise mam said apes together strong

Because we police our own homie

Because we all need help sometimes, others have helped us and we want to give back

Whats up?

I help because once i was alone.

Feeling worthless. Like a piss poor excuse for a man. Im always working,i have no hobbies, no time to find love which at this point feels like a waste of time in of itself. Work is only getting busier with Halloween coming up, my works busiest season.

And i dont want anyone to feel that way.

Among other things.

Avarice is the root of all evil

I feel stressed all the time and im wanting to move out of Illinois before this time next year and everything is eating away at me.

I feel you panzer. I'm in a rut too, but I keep getting out of bed every day. Because I have hope I'll succeed, and I'm too stubborn to fail

Hope is the first step towards disappointment