Message from @Bodark Actual

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2019-09-09 01:20:53 UTC  

(Obviously a joke but I'm still skeptical )

@tacticaltrap Je was hired by the gov't... most likely FBI, I think it was revealed

2019-09-09 16:08:08 UTC  

Yeeyee

2019-09-09 22:34:09 UTC  

stop sleeping the guy was hired by the hotel manager to check how secure the windows are but the windows were not secure at all and instead of taking the shame and admitting that their windows are shit he just told him to go ham on the folks and call it a mass shooting

2019-09-09 22:34:36 UTC  

the truth is right there we just need to read between the lines

2019-09-09 22:39:14 UTC  

That doesnt make sense but a plot to instal more "security" at cost of liberty at the hands of the fbi is plausible.

2019-09-09 22:39:27 UTC  

no

2019-09-10 02:07:09 UTC  

I'm definetely determined to talk to the girl I like

2019-09-10 02:07:13 UTC  

Problem

2019-09-10 02:07:39 UTC  

She's always close to her friends, and thats a bump

2019-09-10 02:07:51 UTC  

Bump a line of confidence

2019-09-10 02:14:08 UTC  

What do you mean?

2019-09-10 02:14:13 UTC  

I mean

2019-09-10 02:14:23 UTC  

She's usually with her friends

2019-09-10 02:15:49 UTC  

So you probably wanna go up chad as fuck to ward off the thots and then talk to her normal.

2019-09-10 02:30:50 UTC  

Looks like I don't have another choice

2019-09-10 02:30:51 UTC  

Feck

2019-09-10 17:46:33 UTC  

Guys I have a problem

What's up man?

2019-09-10 17:48:41 UTC  

So I am an adrenaline junkie, I used to do a lot of bullshit nonsense and real dangerous actions to make myself feel super alive for a bit

Now I work from.home and have a business and shit so I don't have time to do that

But it's super stressful, which wouldn't be an issue except for how I cope with it

I don't do drugs or get drunk a lot or anything, I don't step out on my wife or nothing

But when I feel really stressed and need that dopamine magic I turn to porn and it's not good

2019-09-10 17:49:30 UTC  

Last night I had sex with my wife and like, I just couldn't finish and that's never happened before and I'm 99999% because I watch way too much of the shit

tbh, porn us one of the worst things imo. it's bad for the sex life, even worse for the psyche of a man. It takes a toll bro Trust me

As dor the adrenaline junkie thing, mad respect

2019-09-10 17:51:38 UTC  

I am experiencing this. Totally feel it

2019-09-10 17:52:35 UTC  

Short is right, its no good. But I doubt most of us could part with it. I'd suggest finding a balance, maybe talking with your wife about it? Idk, I'm pretty open with my girlfriend and we watch it together sometimes.

2019-09-10 17:53:17 UTC  

She watches it too so it's not an issue but I'm at like 3x a day ish like 10minutes at a time if I start getting bored or anxious

2019-09-10 17:54:07 UTC  

Ok, so maybe find a positive habbit to replace it. Like pushups or putting in work on a heavy bag

Exercise helps like a motherfucker, good shit to get that burn

I'm a Fatboy, but I'm doing good at working through it

Already lost 152lbs these past few

I used to be skinny and athletic, but for some reason I became a slob in high school, and a bit after. now I been busting ass to get my shit.

2019-09-10 17:56:44 UTC  

Replacement is what needs to happen

2019-09-10 17:57:01 UTC  

I need something to replace my dopamine needs

that's a tough one bro.

2019-09-10 17:59:28 UTC  

I know your pain bro. Yes the failure to eject was because if the ferocity of meat beating

2019-09-10 17:59:44 UTC  

1 we are at war. Stop letting the low hanging fruit of the enemy tempt you.

2019-09-10 18:00:01 UTC  

Knowing that place the time and energy elsewhere

2019-09-10 18:00:20 UTC  

Absolutely

2019-09-10 18:15:52 UTC  

I never have this issue I watched alot of porn when I was stationed away from my woman, but beating my meat is nothing compared to beating up the wife's meat

2019-09-10 18:24:26 UTC  

Wife has PCOS so sex isn't at regular intervals, unfortunately