I mean that's understandable

Man yesterday was shit. Showed up to the range 400 left at 2100

One of the many reasons I got out

Listen chief smoke some dank whenever you want to jerk off. It certainly ain’t a bad habit and it’ll help ur dopamine needs and give you some other minor health benefits but idk where you live so idk if you can

I freaked out

Jesus boy.

My brother taunted me for no fucking reason

And Im tired of this

Drink a big glass of milk pray mahbe even beat off before u do it so you can go into it with post nut clarity

Just dont give up

I never screamed so angrily and so loud in my entire life

He got scared and walked away

What happened to you son

I placed a bottle of alcohol in a table near his contact lenses

Was cleaning some shit

He saw that and taunted me saying to get that shit away from his contact lenses, like it was my intention

I didn't see the god damn things

Okay so?

Why did you freak out about that

He screamed at me like It was my intention

Ah

I didn't know he escalated it

You know when people get angry with you with no reason?

I hate it

I screamed back

Super loud

My family had to intervene

I mean I get it

Not really a healthy response but I get it

@Bodark Actual exactly

Not healthy

But I couldn't control myself

Have to learn to

It was worse before

As men if we can't control our emotions it makes us bad providers and bad warriors

I learned a lot how to control my emotions, but I've been soo sad and angry lately

When I'm angry and/or sad, I tend not to talk to people 'cause I really dont want to be rude with no reason

He doesn't

I dont have to hear him talking garbage

Why do you guys care? Why should you care? Who asked you to? Why doa bunch of strangers show more support than everyone around me? Why do I feel better telling you all about how pathetic I am, rather than just saying "i feel sad" to my parents. Im close with my mother, and ok with dad.
Ive fallen too far into the "men aren't supposed to feel anything" hole haven't i?

apparently