Message from @wendiko
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Guys I have a problem
What's up man?
So I am an adrenaline junkie, I used to do a lot of bullshit nonsense and real dangerous actions to make myself feel super alive for a bit
Now I work from.home and have a business and shit so I don't have time to do that
But it's super stressful, which wouldn't be an issue except for how I cope with it
I don't do drugs or get drunk a lot or anything, I don't step out on my wife or nothing
But when I feel really stressed and need that dopamine magic I turn to porn and it's not good
Last night I had sex with my wife and like, I just couldn't finish and that's never happened before and I'm 99999% because I watch way too much of the shit
tbh, porn us one of the worst things imo. it's bad for the sex life, even worse for the psyche of a man. It takes a toll bro Trust me
As dor the adrenaline junkie thing, mad respect
I am experiencing this. Totally feel it
Short is right, its no good. But I doubt most of us could part with it. I'd suggest finding a balance, maybe talking with your wife about it? Idk, I'm pretty open with my girlfriend and we watch it together sometimes.
She watches it too so it's not an issue but I'm at like 3x a day ish like 10minutes at a time if I start getting bored or anxious
Ok, so maybe find a positive habbit to replace it. Like pushups or putting in work on a heavy bag
^
Exercise helps like a motherfucker, good shit to get that burn
I'm a Fatboy, but I'm doing good at working through it
Already lost 152lbs these past few
I used to be skinny and athletic, but for some reason I became a slob in high school, and a bit after. now I been busting ass to get my shit.
Replacement is what needs to happen
I need something to replace my dopamine needs
that's a tough one bro.
I know your pain bro. Yes the failure to eject was because if the ferocity of meat beating
1 we are at war. Stop letting the low hanging fruit of the enemy tempt you.
Absolutely
I never have this issue I watched alot of porn when I was stationed away from my woman, but beating my meat is nothing compared to beating up the wife's meat
Wife has PCOS so sex isn't at regular intervals, unfortunately
So it's hard to avoid porn when I gotta wait 2 weeks at a time cuz she's really sore from ovaries n shit
Not trying to make excuses tho
I mean that's understandable
Man yesterday was shit. Showed up to the range 400 left at 2100
One of the many reasons I got out
Listen chief smoke some dank whenever you want to jerk off. It certainly ain’t a bad habit and it’ll help ur dopamine needs and give you some other minor health benefits but idk where you live so idk if you can
I freaked out
Jesus boy.
My brother taunted me for no fucking reason
And Im tired of this
Drink a big glass of milk pray mahbe even beat off before u do it so you can go into it with post nut clarity
Just dont give up
I never screamed so angrily and so loud in my entire life
He got scared and walked away
What happened to you son
I placed a bottle of alcohol in a table near his contact lenses
Was cleaning some shit