I need something to replace my dopamine needs

that's a tough one bro.

I know your pain bro. Yes the failure to eject was because if the ferocity of meat beating

1 we are at war. Stop letting the low hanging fruit of the enemy tempt you.

Knowing that place the time and energy elsewhere

Absolutely

I never have this issue I watched alot of porn when I was stationed away from my woman, but beating my meat is nothing compared to beating up the wife's meat

Wife has PCOS so sex isn't at regular intervals, unfortunately

So it's hard to avoid porn when I gotta wait 2 weeks at a time cuz she's really sore from ovaries n shit

Not trying to make excuses tho

I mean that's understandable

Man yesterday was shit. Showed up to the range 400 left at 2100

One of the many reasons I got out

Listen chief smoke some dank whenever you want to jerk off. It certainly ain’t a bad habit and it’ll help ur dopamine needs and give you some other minor health benefits but idk where you live so idk if you can

I freaked out

Jesus boy.

My brother taunted me for no fucking reason

And Im tired of this

Drink a big glass of milk pray mahbe even beat off before u do it so you can go into it with post nut clarity

Just dont give up

I never screamed so angrily and so loud in my entire life

He got scared and walked away

What happened to you son

I placed a bottle of alcohol in a table near his contact lenses

Was cleaning some shit

He saw that and taunted me saying to get that shit away from his contact lenses, like it was my intention

I didn't see the god damn things

Okay so?

Why did you freak out about that

He screamed at me like It was my intention

Ah

I didn't know he escalated it

You know when people get angry with you with no reason?

I hate it

I screamed back

Super loud

My family had to intervene

I mean I get it

Not really a healthy response but I get it

@Bodark Actual exactly

Not healthy