Message from @Sir Harndes
Discord ID: 621442784984956949
Not trying to make excuses tho
I mean that's understandable
Man yesterday was shit. Showed up to the range 400 left at 2100
One of the many reasons I got out
Listen chief smoke some dank whenever you want to jerk off. It certainly ain’t a bad habit and it’ll help ur dopamine needs and give you some other minor health benefits but idk where you live so idk if you can
I freaked out
Jesus boy.
My brother taunted me for no fucking reason
And Im tired of this
Drink a big glass of milk pray mahbe even beat off before u do it so you can go into it with post nut clarity
Just dont give up
I never screamed so angrily and so loud in my entire life
He got scared and walked away
What happened to you son
I placed a bottle of alcohol in a table near his contact lenses
Was cleaning some shit
He saw that and taunted me saying to get that shit away from his contact lenses, like it was my intention
I didn't see the god damn things
Okay so?
Why did you freak out about that
Ah
I didn't know he escalated it
You know when people get angry with you with no reason?
I hate it
I screamed back
Super loud
My family had to intervene
I mean I get it
Not really a healthy response but I get it
@Bodark Actual exactly
Not healthy
But I couldn't control myself
Have to learn to
It was worse before
As men if we can't control our emotions it makes us bad providers and bad warriors
I learned a lot how to control my emotions, but I've been soo sad and angry lately
When I'm angry and/or sad, I tend not to talk to people 'cause I really dont want to be rude with no reason
He doesn't
I dont have to hear him talking garbage
Why do you guys care? Why should you care? Who asked you to? Why doa bunch of strangers show more support than everyone around me? Why do I feel better telling you all about how pathetic I am, rather than just saying "i feel sad" to my parents. Im close with my mother, and ok with dad.
Ive fallen too far into the "men aren't supposed to feel anything" hole haven't i?