Message from @Deleted User
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All she wanted was my love and attention in return
And all I did was neglect her
Trp really hijacked my anxiety and caused me to fuck up a lot of things
It has its truths to it but when you have anxiety it can take it over
I'm still recovering
I never understood why neglect = love in the TRP philosophy.
@Rarespawn | (213) trp iterates that if you love someone, they'll take you for granted.
It just goes completely against logic and common sense. You get out of a relationship what you put into it.
If you love someone TOO MUCH they will take advantage of you
My brother lost his job and his girlfriend and a lot of friends over the TRP stuff.
It's a cult
Agree with @Deleted User . One of the reasons I got into trp was due to having an issue with toxic people on my life. A la friends, relatives, teachers, etc
It is a cult.
Yeah, it's a fucking cult
My brain needs serious fucking rewiring
It doesn't make sense if you think about it, but I know how I felt after being passed on and mistreated by people with whom I was good with. Trp made sense then.
@Deleted User what happened with the girl then?
I met her on a study abroad programme
She fell head over heals for me
And spent 24 hours a day cooking for, loving me, doing things for me
I realized i had fucked up in the last month or so but it was too late
We are still together but will break up when I return home
It wouldn't have worked out long term anyway because her parents were strict Muslims
But it could have been a better summer fling if i wasn't brainwashed
What were your feelings towards her?
Loved her to bits but hid it very
Well
it's a damn shame
there's a few elements of trp that I can confirm from personal experience are true
but most of it is bullshit
I don't think I'll ever recover from it to be honest
I feel the same way, man. Now about OCD.
Do you have compulsions or is it Purely Obsessional?
compulsion
always had OCD
used to spend hours doing compulsions
If I may ask, what compulsions?
I'm also generally obsessional
Only if you're comfortable sharing them
repeating the same word
tapping