Message from @akiratoriyama
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@tubby Well, the only way for people to find this channel is to go to the reddit page and find the thread that isn't even stickied
I am exactly the same
lost a good girl because of trp
still recovering from how dumb I was
I have OCD too. It's hard to un-redpill. I've been recovering for maybe 3 weeks and done okay so far.
How so?
About the girl*
She was super into me
A virgin
loving
did everything for me
Yeah?
My twin brother is coming over on Friday to play video games. It's the only thing we can do together without fighting since he got into TRP...I just don't know to interact with him anymore.
All she wanted was my love and attention in return
And all I did was neglect her
Trp really hijacked my anxiety and caused me to fuck up a lot of things
It has its truths to it but when you have anxiety it can take it over
I'm still recovering
I never understood why neglect = love in the TRP philosophy.
It just goes completely against logic and common sense. You get out of a relationship what you put into it.
If you love someone TOO MUCH they will take advantage of you
My brother lost his job and his girlfriend and a lot of friends over the TRP stuff.
It's a cult
Agree with @Deleted User . One of the reasons I got into trp was due to having an issue with toxic people on my life. A la friends, relatives, teachers, etc
It is a cult.
Yeah, it's a fucking cult
My brain needs serious fucking rewiring
It doesn't make sense if you think about it, but I know how I felt after being passed on and mistreated by people with whom I was good with. Trp made sense then.
@Deleted User what happened with the girl then?
I met her on a study abroad programme
She fell head over heals for me
And spent 24 hours a day cooking for, loving me, doing things for me
I always cancelled dates and neglected her
I realized i had fucked up in the last month or so but it was too late
We are still together but will break up when I return home
It wouldn't have worked out long term anyway because her parents were strict Muslims
But it could have been a better summer fling if i wasn't brainwashed
What were your feelings towards her?
Loved her to bits but hid it very
Well