did everything for me

Yeah?

My twin brother is coming over on Friday to play video games. It's the only thing we can do together without fighting since he got into TRP...I just don't know to interact with him anymore.

All she wanted was my love and attention in return

And all I did was neglect her

Trp really hijacked my anxiety and caused me to fuck up a lot of things

It has its truths to it but when you have anxiety it can take it over

I'm still recovering

I never understood why neglect = love in the TRP philosophy.

@Rarespawn | (213) trp iterates that if you love someone, they'll take you for granted.

It just goes completely against logic and common sense. You get out of a relationship what you put into it.

If you love someone TOO MUCH they will take advantage of you

My brother lost his job and his girlfriend and a lot of friends over the TRP stuff.

It's a cult

Agree with @Deleted User . One of the reasons I got into trp was due to having an issue with toxic people on my life. A la friends, relatives, teachers, etc

It is a cult.

Yeah, it's a fucking cult

My brain needs serious fucking rewiring

It doesn't make sense if you think about it, but I know how I felt after being passed on and mistreated by people with whom I was good with. Trp made sense then.

@Deleted User what happened with the girl then?

I met her on a study abroad programme

She fell head over heals for me

And spent 24 hours a day cooking for, loving me, doing things for me

I always cancelled dates and neglected her

I realized i had fucked up in the last month or so but it was too late

We are still together but will break up when I return home

It wouldn't have worked out long term anyway because her parents were strict Muslims

But it could have been a better summer fling if i wasn't brainwashed

What were your feelings towards her?

Loved her to bits but hid it very
Well

it's a damn shame

there's a few elements of trp that I can confirm from personal experience are true

but most of it is bullshit

I don't think I'll ever recover from it to be honest

I feel the same way, man. Now about OCD.

Do you have compulsions or is it Purely Obsessional?

compulsion

always had OCD

used to spend hours doing compulsions

If I may ask, what compulsions?

I'm also generally obsessional