Hey guys. I still tend to relapse to trp sometimes. How do you reinforce the rational thoughts which made you discard the pill in the first place?

That's true. I have OCD, and I have been told by my therapist about my cognitive distortions. Black and white thinking, fixation on one incident, filtering, overgeneralisation, etc. I think those were what led me to Trp and similar sites before.

How so?

About the girl*

Yeah?

@Rarespawn | (213) trp iterates that if you love someone, they'll take you for granted.

Agree with @Deleted User . One of the reasons I got into trp was due to having an issue with toxic people on my life. A la friends, relatives, teachers, etc

Yeah, it's a fucking cult

It doesn't make sense if you think about it, but I know how I felt after being passed on and mistreated by people with whom I was good with. Trp made sense then.

@Deleted User what happened with the girl then?

What were your feelings towards her?

I feel the same way, man. Now about OCD.

Do you have compulsions or is it Purely Obsessional?

If I may ask, what compulsions?

Only if you're comfortable sharing them

I see. Are you on medications/therapy?

I have Pure O, and probably some mild compulsions, got diagnosed in 2016 after a panic attack. What I have found out is, that I hold emotions with a tight grip in my mind. I can't let them go. I associate negative emotions with pleasurous highs sometimes, like a sadist or masochist would.

Whenever I have a bad day, I start obsessing about things. About everything. I'm 20 and I've genetic balding. I keep obsessing about how I'll look and how I look right now. I've an autoimmune condition known as ankylosing spondylitis and I keep obsessing about that too. On a similar vein, trp thinking sometimes reassures me about my obsessions.

I take medications, and I converse with a guy who's pure O and also who's an author as well is very functional and whom I want to emulate. But sometimes the trp thoughts linger back and I go back to the same person I was on trp.

I have difficulties typing my thoughts, and English isn't my first or second language, so apologies.

Definitely

Have you visited exredpill subreddit?

Th stickies are quite good. But yeah recent activities are scarce.

I'm here

@Donut Steel Tendies

@Rarespawn | (213) venetic conditions suck :-/. Currently in pain at the middle of the night, and doing some physiotherapy.

Damn

What was it about the girl that really irked you?

Yeah?

How are things now?

Did you troll her or anything? Or it was just the thread?

Do you still feel hatred or something of that sorts towards the girl or the friend who insulted you?

Yeah

Sounds like a good friend or an orbiter. Don't want to use the term. But sounds like it.

Anyways, you must feel the cringe entirely. You must remember the moment. Let it be a lesson to you.

Mistrust?

Amen to that

I've had, still have some, mistrust of women and people in general as well. I've found out, with some help, that it was due to having to repress my emotions or my thoughts since I was a child in some way. And having people who weren't really friends.

I still have issues opening up to people, which trp exacerbated, but one step at a time.

You're American, I presume?

Canadian? European? Just asking for cultural context.

Oh nice. I was in Eastern Europe a few days ago.

Indian here.

Yeah, indian education system stinks. Studying abroad is a good option. I'd do it if I could afford it too.

I visited Germany, Austria, Hungary, Croatia, Czech Republic and Poland.

Yeah i wasn't able to go sightseeing there. Back pain ftw. Was in Krakow/Cracow btw

Croatia and Hungary were my favorite. BUDAPEST was amazing.

Krakow had some salt mines I think. Was in the hotel room the entire time, so not sure.

Yeah man. It's 5am here and raining. Hope to catch some sleep. Good night. Nice talking to you too.