Message from @Deleted User
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If you love someone TOO MUCH they will take advantage of you
My brother lost his job and his girlfriend and a lot of friends over the TRP stuff.
It's a cult
Agree with @Deleted User . One of the reasons I got into trp was due to having an issue with toxic people on my life. A la friends, relatives, teachers, etc
It is a cult.
Yeah, it's a fucking cult
My brain needs serious fucking rewiring
It doesn't make sense if you think about it, but I know how I felt after being passed on and mistreated by people with whom I was good with. Trp made sense then.
@Deleted User what happened with the girl then?
I met her on a study abroad programme
She fell head over heals for me
And spent 24 hours a day cooking for, loving me, doing things for me
I always cancelled dates and neglected her
I realized i had fucked up in the last month or so but it was too late
We are still together but will break up when I return home
It wouldn't have worked out long term anyway because her parents were strict Muslims
But it could have been a better summer fling if i wasn't brainwashed
What were your feelings towards her?
Loved her to bits but hid it very
Well
it's a damn shame
but most of it is bullshit
I don't think I'll ever recover from it to be honest
I feel the same way, man. Now about OCD.
Do you have compulsions or is it Purely Obsessional?
compulsion
always had OCD
used to spend hours doing compulsions
If I may ask, what compulsions?
I'm also generally obsessional
Only if you're comfortable sharing them
repeating the same word
tapping
typing and then deleting thing
*things
I see. Are you on medications/therapy?
neither
been on medication and therapy
but my OCD is pretty manageable now
mainly just Pure O these days
I have Pure O, and probably some mild compulsions, got diagnosed in 2016 after a panic attack. What I have found out is, that I hold emotions with a tight grip in my mind. I can't let them go. I associate negative emotions with pleasurous highs sometimes, like a sadist or masochist would.