He is respectful of me. And I don’t hold it against him bc I’m very stubborn myself

Yes I truly believe he’s an alpha male too.

We haven’t been talking not only since he’s busy but bc of something like that

Yeah

And assertive

He has depression but he still studied hard, goes to school full time

Studies*

Takes care of his responsibilities which I really admire

But we haven’t been talking bc he feels I insulted his religion when I didn’t mean to. (The time that I did I was emotional so I probably didn’t word myself correctly) so he hasn’t forgiven me for that. He was actually still willing to talk to me though, just as long as we don’t speak of religion again. But I don’t want to have a relationship like that so I just said I won’t talk to him for however long it takes him

He said he doesn’t know how long it’d take him. But even so was still respectful of me

Lol he is

But yes I actually have a lot of patience

So it’s alright

I love Jesse bc all my life I’ve struggled with my anger, just a couple months ago when I discovered him & his churches I really felt my anger decrease

My anger has protected me a lot of my life

It’s hard to shed

But then in relationships, it’s damaging

I always had this issue when I’m angry I esp felt I couldn’t hold back my words. It’s finally starting to change.

Also from Jesse I know that I’ve basically took on my mothers anger and identity. She’s bipolar and as a child was very scary. (Luckily I’m not bipolar tho lol)

Absolutely. I agree with you 100%

That’s part of why I’m leaving him alone for now

Hm I don’t feel I’m angry with him, though I can probably look deep in myself and see if there’s any

He’s been a great influence in my life so for now I don’t think there’s any anger lol

:(

Definitely

I still have an attitude on me, and I still stand up for myself and be assertive if need be. But I’m nothing like the way I used to years ago, and not even in the couple of months watching Jesse.

Yeah it deff was

And even though over the last year I’ve been fighting with libs, that anger from them was no good for me

And I feel once you feed the anger it tries to take control everywhere else

Until it’s destroyed everything

I resist the devil through prayer/meditation mainly, always knowing my values as if it were my compass in life. I strive for self improvement always, and each day I wake up I think it’s a new day to change. I now choose love over hate. And lastly I observe everything in my life, whether physically or mentally.

🎉 I love men! 🎈

Can’t say that too loud tho

Ty sar sir I’m going to look at this

Malcolm X was evil

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that is strange

@LOCK YOUR DOOR a god send <:GWpinkuKittyHeheh:392308492624723973>

Lmao

It's crazy how liberals hate traditional values and customs which we've carried with us since the early modern age - 1800s-1900s, but yet they want to back step our countries all the way back to the years before christ, barbarism and atrocities, lawless states and countries

Woooowww

I was literally this morning trying to think that the whole making life in so many days was probably a lot larger than just what we know to be a day. That's incredible.

Hm I don't exactly believe in big bang, I bank on god, but I think it's just having an open mind in knowing that it could have taken god a lot longer of a time that we are able to conceive

I feel there are things in the bible which should be taken literally, and those that should not and were probably meant in a philosophical nature. But a lot of times we see people either take things they really shouldn't as not literal, like the order of life and gender roles, while taking other things like the creation process and such quite literally.

That looks so nice...

the only meats I'm good with cooking is chicken and fish, steaks and stuff I'm unsure about maybe it's too man for me idk

@PastPresentFuture how much of acv do you take like a shot? I had a nutritionist before that told me to always put just a teaspoon 8 ounce cup of tea or water bc that stuff is so strong

But if you like acv I would also recommend epsom salt, those two go together nice

I always drink my teas with 1/4 teaspoon epsom salt, you can't even taste it at that point but it gives you the good salts your body needs and also helps to clean out

girlfriend co worker? tsk tsk tsk

Hmm normally I would think that could be dangerous but you said you wash it with water right after so that probably dilutes it

Ah I totally understand that. I always say don’t taste just swallow for stuff like that lol

Food for thought 🔅

@FivePointPalm we shared the same opinion then <:GWpinkuKittyHeheh:392308492624723973>

Interesting stuff

@aeriey if this has to do with you possibly being an introvert, then I can answer that being an introvert doesn’t make you a beta male. It’s spiritually & emotionally that does.

Idk what your definition of manly is then. But that sounds kinda scary. Men who are rowdy, drink & indulge in morally unacceptable behavior are not manly, just godless.

Wow o: what made you switch to trump?

What are you doing here then?

Manly men are not immoral so I guess you have your answer

@Deleted User wow that’s awesome ! Good for you <:GWmythsBlobWaveCool:391322023739129856>

That belief that as long as you’re good to others then it doesn’t matter what you indulge in is a typical leftist view. You need morals and values in order to be an upstanding man. So yes i recommend church with Jesse whether you’re religious or not

Does everyone recall how Jesse usually says something about not knowing how you will react when something happens unless it is actually happening? I’m asking this to ask a larger question as I’ve recently accepted Christianity. I’m wondering if being a true Christian is someone who will die for their faith? But if that’s true, that’s not in line with what jesse says about not knowing what you will do until the moment comes.

I never said he was. I agree with him thinking that way because it is indeed not in the moment, making it an illusion. What I’m asking is how can I know I’m a Christian if I can’t know if I’d die for it?

I had the same morals and values along with believing in god before pronouncing myself a Christian. What makes me different now? I just really am ignorant to how this goes as I wasn’t brought up in it due to my mothers mental illness & lack of resources growing up

There’s so many martyred saints too though..

To be honest I had an interaction with someone that made me feel I should question my new religious standing :(

I may be overthinking it due to someone questing my faith, but I’m deff not trying to fit into a mold bc I’ve never sought to fit in with others

Questioning*

I see

Why do other people have varying ideas on that then?

Yeah I started doubting myself bc of someone basically saying that my beliefs are pagan and not Christian because of the fact that I talked about god and had values resembling Christians before I called myself a Christian basically...

And that I am merely going off of my own code of honor, not from the Bible, bc I told them I didn’t come into my spirituality from the Bible

They were Christian them self :/

Why would you think that?

Well I don’t believe in lying

Alright

Ty <:jesseamerifro:464176382453481511>

@TheSatireGames I also agree 💯 with the above thing you said about not thinking god uses words, since it’s the easiest to deceive with. Always remember his voice is a voiceless voice 🧡

Wordless* rather lol

Crunches deff would hurt my back

Oh shit

To say the ego is the devil would be like saying we have Satan within us then 🤔

Men don’t look good to me when theyre too buff

Lol... I think of beef & beefcake as something a little bit different...

I don’t date

I’ve only been with two guys

I like skinny guys, fat is deff unattractive

At the same time don’t like them super built

Just skinny

I like the man to have darker features than me

White-Hispanic

Never black

Scary

Eh I guess I like nerd skinny?

I’m very skinny myself so I just expect a man to be

And I mean skinny

I’m only 104 pounds

5’2

☹️