Message from @Szayel's Pooppion

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2018-08-07 04:09:10 UTC  

So he usually is the one leading?

2018-08-07 04:09:21 UTC  

Yeah

2018-08-07 04:09:27 UTC  

And assertive

2018-08-07 04:09:59 UTC  

He has depression but he still studied hard, goes to school full time

2018-08-07 04:10:10 UTC  

Studies*

2018-08-07 04:10:23 UTC  

Takes care of his responsibilities which I really admire

2018-08-07 04:11:49 UTC  

That is very admirable.

2018-08-07 04:12:33 UTC  

But we haven’t been talking bc he feels I insulted his religion when I didn’t mean to. (The time that I did I was emotional so I probably didn’t word myself correctly) so he hasn’t forgiven me for that. He was actually still willing to talk to me though, just as long as we don’t speak of religion again. But I don’t want to have a relationship like that so I just said I won’t talk to him for however long it takes him

2018-08-07 04:13:19 UTC  

He said he doesn’t know how long it’d take him. But even so was still respectful of me

2018-08-07 04:16:19 UTC  

Try to be patient if you can.

2018-08-07 04:16:28 UTC  

He sounds very willful.

2018-08-07 04:21:04 UTC  

Lol he is

2018-08-07 04:21:20 UTC  

But yes I actually have a lot of patience

2018-08-07 04:21:31 UTC  

So it’s alright

2018-08-07 04:21:45 UTC  

New biblical question! It’s a good one

2018-08-07 04:22:01 UTC  

Pride is the same nature of anger

2018-08-07 04:22:40 UTC  

I love Jesse bc all my life I’ve struggled with my anger, just a couple months ago when I discovered him & his churches I really felt my anger decrease

2018-08-07 04:23:04 UTC  

My anger has protected me a lot of my life

2018-08-07 04:23:08 UTC  

It’s hard to shed

2018-08-07 04:23:19 UTC  

But then in relationships, it’s damaging

2018-08-07 04:23:50 UTC  

I always had this issue when I’m angry I esp felt I couldn’t hold back my words. It’s finally starting to change.

2018-08-07 04:24:45 UTC  

Also from Jesse I know that I’ve basically took on my mothers anger and identity. She’s bipolar and as a child was very scary. (Luckily I’m not bipolar tho lol)

2018-08-07 04:25:11 UTC  

If you want to help him, the best thing you can do is to allow him to see himself. That doesn’t mean you start listing things off and bringing anything to his attention, just be kind and loving, be a living example of love and he will change. Hold no resentment towards him. If you are angry go to him and apologize for holding it against him and tell him you forgive him, never try to push your ideas or thoughts, beliefs into your man, 99.99% of the time it will be rejected and create resentment or strife

2018-08-07 04:25:42 UTC  

Absolutely. I agree with you 100%

2018-08-07 04:26:06 UTC  

That’s part of why I’m leaving him alone for now

2018-08-07 04:26:44 UTC  

Hm I don’t feel I’m angry with him, though I can probably look deep in myself and see if there’s any

2018-08-07 04:26:59 UTC  

He’s been a great influence in my life so for now I don’t think there’s any anger lol

2018-08-07 04:27:53 UTC  

That feeling of protection that came from anger is actually what it feels like to be in a fallen state ( unenlightened/being away from the truth ) you were protected from god’s way. “Protected” by the devil

2018-08-07 04:28:23 UTC  

:(

2018-08-07 04:28:29 UTC  

Definitely

2018-08-07 04:29:06 UTC  

The devil is workin overtime to deceive the children of the truth by pretending to be god. Pretending to protect people or empower people with anger. It’s all lies, it will destroy you.

2018-08-07 04:29:30 UTC  

I still have an attitude on me, and I still stand up for myself and be assertive if need be. But I’m nothing like the way I used to years ago, and not even in the couple of months watching Jesse.

2018-08-07 04:29:43 UTC  

Yeah it deff was

2018-08-07 04:30:26 UTC  

And even though over the last year I’ve been fighting with libs, that anger from them was no good for me

2018-08-07 04:30:39 UTC  

And I feel once you feed the anger it tries to take control everywhere else

2018-08-07 04:30:45 UTC  

Until it’s destroyed everything

2018-08-07 10:57:19 UTC  

Exactly

2018-08-07 23:56:11 UTC  

"Truth Triumphs" God said so.
https://youtu.be/yfpkGhvZTcI

2018-08-08 08:16:31 UTC  

I have a question. I'm reading through the king james bible for the first time and I've heard the best way to read it is to stager the chapters of the old and new testament togeather. Why should or shouldn't I do it this way?

2018-08-08 10:06:45 UTC  

There are about 66 different books in the bible, by different authors. It's like a little library in one volume innit?

2018-08-08 17:08:07 UTC  

@バカFubuki-san What I usually suggest is that they read/download The Action Bible and try to get as much of an overview as possible, then read John, Acts, Genesis-Exodus, Numbers, and Joshua-Judges and 1 Sam-2 Kings (if they're the type of person who would like The Iliad). If they're less mystically inclined then switch out Luke for Acts and maybe skip Genesis and Numbers.