Heya

I had some questions I think could get some help with 😅

Do all men need to be manly men?

Like don't guys like hanging out with cuter less imposing guys? Or do you think they don't make good company?

I like going downtown with my tougher friends because I can just chill and not worry about getting jumped or harassed. It's just easier since I'm pretty small and weak. I think it's smart.

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I thought hanging out with a manlier crowd would help me be more manly, but it kind of makes me feel effeminate instead since they treat me like a beta. Is there anything I can do?

Eheh, it's a little more risque than just that. I don't want to put anyone off by sharing the inhibitions I wrecklessly indulge in

I think I'm doing something morally wrong, probably beyond redemption. Oh well

I'm always trying to improve myself and become better! Just that since I'm not very religiously knowledge beyond my own interpretation, I don't know if I'm a sinner or a good person, or a heathen. And what things I should and shouldn't do. As long as I'm good to others it doesn't matter what I indulge in as long as it doesn't hurt anyone right? I'd really appreciate being corrected if I'm off 😅

I really connected with Jesse Lee's interview videos and really feel like I understand how men need to be leaders and how toxic the slut culture is, so I want to leave behind the bad stuff and condition myself to behave like a proper man. Really I just wish I had some one to talk to who understands what it's like to give into dark desires and how to break away from them

Anyway I'm rambling and embarrassing myself 😏