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Sorry to hear that
Ouch, I thought stillborn babies killed the mom too?
@bdog I feel for you bro
No
I'm sorry for your loss
@Deleted User
No. She had a emergency abortion.
Oh.
Were you there?
Ya. I held her hand. I held him. We had some drama that night involving her mother which made things worse. It was a shit night
"I held him"
Fucking hell that sounds really gross sorry.
Not like a bad way.
But the fact that you held your stillborn aborted son.
Yeah.
What'd he look like?
I reached a point where my job is extremely dangerous, I will probably be dead in 5 years. But for some reason I don't fear death, I'm doing what I love and if I die than I die doing what I loved.
But what hurts is being away from my family. I'm an adult and moving out soon, but I love my mom and dad and worry about them constantly. I see my family in my dreams every night and often see my dead grand parents. My dad recently beat cancer and my mom has diabetes.
I have pictures. There at my moms. She framed his stuff. Ex kept his ashes
Fucking hell Ron Perlman looksl ike Will Ferrel @Deleted User
Wait pics?
Oh jeez.
That sounds a bit disturbing to me.
It gets easier @country doggo
Ya.
As that deerman story?
Huh?
Literally started seeing demons and hearing voices. I'd have a 5 minute conversation with myself out loud and not even realize it
Oof that's a good choice man
Tbh there has been days where I've woke up and been legitimately disappointed that I woke up and didn't just die in my sleep.
I started incorporating my hallucinations into my 3D art
This one was all about guilt
Also discord compression is fuckiewuckie
@country doggo
What sort of drugs?
Eh
man if it wasn't for my middle school bullies i would have been a tranny and probably killed myself by now
don't do atheism kids
@Hansoof I do atheism hard
I'm agnostic
honestly i would have been a depressed fuck if it wasn't for my pastor
Also I drank alot
sometimes you gotta let things go and never give up