Message from @bdog
Discord ID: 553055825011277845
But the fact that you held your stillborn aborted son.
Yeah.
What'd he look like?
I reached a point where my job is extremely dangerous, I will probably be dead in 5 years. But for some reason I don't fear death, I'm doing what I love and if I die than I die doing what I loved.
But what hurts is being away from my family. I'm an adult and moving out soon, but I love my mom and dad and worry about them constantly. I see my family in my dreams every night and often see my dead grand parents. My dad recently beat cancer and my mom has diabetes.
I have pictures. There at my moms. She framed his stuff. Ex kept his ashes
Fucking hell Ron Perlman looksl ike Will Ferrel @Deleted User
Wait pics?
Oh jeez.
Ron Perlman looks like Thanos fucked will ferrel
That sounds a bit disturbing to me.
It gets easier @country doggo
Ya.
As that deerman story?
Huh?
Literally started seeing demons and hearing voices. I'd have a 5 minute conversation with myself out loud and not even realize it
Oof that's a good choice man
Tbh there has been days where I've woke up and been legitimately disappointed that I woke up and didn't just die in my sleep.
I started incorporating my hallucinations into my 3D art
This one was all about guilt
Also discord compression is fuckiewuckie
Eh
man if it wasn't for my middle school bullies i would have been a tranny and probably killed myself by now
don't do atheism kids
@Hansoof I do atheism hard
I'm agnostic
honestly i would have been a depressed fuck if it wasn't for my pastor
Also I drank alot
sometimes you gotta let things go and never give up
Wut
I almost drank myself to death and vomited blood, honestly not a bad way to go
I uh
Put a battery in the ocean?
If I die I want to die fighting Arabs in the desert
@country doggo wasting away at a young age and not seeing the joy of being a grandparent is doing yourself a disservice
my grandpa went out the best way
seeing his grandkids succeed in life before he past
he died with a smile on his face
Dying in this truck would be pretty badass, the camera would automatically trigger if I flew off a cliff. I requested that if I die the clip be played at my funeral.
why, why throw away your precious life for a comedic gag
Imagine *twilight of the thunder gods* blasting over the speakers as I fly off a cliffside mad max style and go out on a fiery blast