Message from @bdog
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How'd your kid die?
Stillborn
@bdog damn
Life certainly can be a sack of shit to a lot of people
Sorry to hear that
Ouch, I thought stillborn babies killed the mom too?
@bdog I feel for you bro
No
I'm sorry for your loss
@Deleted User
No. She had a emergency abortion.
Oh.
Were you there?
Ya. I held her hand. I held him. We had some drama that night involving her mother which made things worse. It was a shit night
"I held him"
Fucking hell that sounds really gross sorry.
Not like a bad way.
But the fact that you held your stillborn aborted son.
Yeah.
What'd he look like?
I reached a point where my job is extremely dangerous, I will probably be dead in 5 years. But for some reason I don't fear death, I'm doing what I love and if I die than I die doing what I loved.
But what hurts is being away from my family. I'm an adult and moving out soon, but I love my mom and dad and worry about them constantly. I see my family in my dreams every night and often see my dead grand parents. My dad recently beat cancer and my mom has diabetes.
Fucking hell Ron Perlman looksl ike Will Ferrel @Deleted User
Wait pics?
Oh jeez.
Ron Perlman looks like Thanos fucked will ferrel
That sounds a bit disturbing to me.
It gets easier @country doggo
Ya.
As that deerman story?
Huh?
Literally started seeing demons and hearing voices. I'd have a 5 minute conversation with myself out loud and not even realize it
Oof that's a good choice man
Tbh there has been days where I've woke up and been legitimately disappointed that I woke up and didn't just die in my sleep.
I started incorporating my hallucinations into my 3D art
This one was all about guilt
Also discord compression is fuckiewuckie
@country doggo
What sort of drugs?
Eh
man if it wasn't for my middle school bullies i would have been a tranny and probably killed myself by now
don't do atheism kids
@Hansoof I do atheism hard