We will become the Borg before too long.

Then we will all be legion

lol

The way I've been looking at it is that if I do nothing to stand taller: then everyone else wins.

I mean, I want to be as lazy as I possibly can be. Because I hate being bothered with shit I have no interest in, or is a dysfunctional mess I'm expected to participate in.

But I know that unless I can cut myself away from all of the BS in some way: it's going to keep trying to creep farther up my ass.

And it's that anger at the collective stupidity of humanity that really motivates me to try and build my own things.

society is fucked

it always was a crutch

culture is cancer

it's the favorite of people who externalize their sense of self

usually not

it always falls apart

but each time i try to get a little closer

even if it does seem more like a lottery ticket than anything else

yeah

it has to

technology is going to leave even the people developing it in the dust

Though, I think if the peasants don't fuck everything up in a fit of autistic rage, politicians and CEOs among them: we'll be able to enjoy a more decentralized style of society.

I can see a point where individuals will be able to produce their own food, water, power. Be able to handle their own healthcare.

No longer require much of the compromise society demands.

society is stalling on it

fortunately

they can all fuck off arguing about how many hairs around an asshole is too many.

keeps them occupied and out of the kitchen

Will probably happen when the universe implodes

or the bubble pops

or the server crashes

or whatever the fuck it is

wrong dump stat?

People have been feeling that way forever. We always find a way to see a threat.

And when society is populated by idiots that like to forms themselves into camps and chimp out over small things: it doesn't seem so wrong that we should have always felt that way.

the abusive cunt is worse

you stop getting lonely once you stop looking at relationships as a way out

>slurping intensifies

oi. got a loicense for that?

I get that shit sometimes too. I've found that it pays to keep an eye on your thought patterns. You'll likely have a particular kind of pattern prior to/during an attack. If you can identify that prior to one you can usually pre-empt it and stop it from happening. What works for me is doing something where i'm not going to be thinking, and just trying to blank out that pattern before it has a chance to get ingrained. If that doesn't work: during one I focus on trying to keep my heart rate down while trying to override the pattern with a different one.

seems appropriate

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1rmAi9XmlIo

Stay out of Oz

Might be time to ask for a raise

@country doggo the bloodmoon demands your survival

it's mostly a matter of the production cycle

we're not immortal, so we can't strive for perfection

so a fuck ton of compromises get made to get it done. sometimes the compromises are not good ones

i would rather a world where everyone creates for the sake of it, but that's not even close to what we live in

the best we'll get are the fleeting ideas that capture a certain kind of promise

but when we go to flesh that out, it's always going to be a dissapointment

Thotism is a serious mental illness

The hand was pretty under used for how many eps he was in.

Way too many little bitch boy eps, though not to the extent of Polnaref's Bizzare Adventure

Am I the only one who was convinced Dio would return as old man Jojo after the transfusion?

It's senpai guy

Apes you say?

@Corinthian Honestly, it's not all it's cracked up to be. Been in a couple 1+ year relationships. Much happier single. I get lonely from time to time, but it's nothing that doesn't pass. I just can't take all of the double standards and needless drama. I know not all women are like that, but most of them are on some serious bullshit. I'd get back into one if a met someone who was like minded enough, but I'm not holding my breath for it. I'm just done settling. I'm done playing baby sitter.

Having a penis is a mental disorder, according to new study.

Ye. I'm an oldfag too. 32. Time is a fucking horrifying thing. Has a sort of vertigo to it. Like standing on top of this mountain of past expierience. The longer you're around the more it seems to speed up. Pulling you ever closer to the great black abyss.

Wish I was in bio-med tbh.

@country doggo I know that feel. I also drive. What I want though is a laboratory/workshop. Just tinker away all day. I do what I do for a living because I can just blank out during it. I want more fulfilling and meaningful work, but getting paid $25/hr to do something which a coma patient could nearly accomplish makes it too easy to stay.

If I want better than that I'm looking at years of 'paying my dues' somewhere playing bitch boy and sucking ass for promotions.

Every fucking year though I spend time looking for something else.

But none of what I can get pays even close to that for my time.

pretty well only masters+ gigs will pay better

I've turned down software jobs because they were a major pay cut over delivering fucking pizzas

I'm at a point where I've accepted that if I'm going to do anything different I'm going to start my own business/make my own product.

If I can ever kick myself in the ass hard enough to care.

Made multiple runs at games, shit always gets fucked with the art. Either I burn out on it or the artist flakes when shit starts getting real.

Now... I'm not so sure.

I'm more leaning towards exploitation of the stupid rich.

Fuck anything worthwhile, just dumb rich people give me your money, because you're going to waste it anyway, and I won't.

i've done modding before, was involved with a handful of projects

i'm not a 101

My problem is I love code, and the art I love doing is not the art that's needed for games.

So if I have to do art: it will take me eons

And I don't enjoy it because I don't enjoy making objective art.

here's an older one

I don't identify as a 'creative'

Internally what I do is sequence or process, at least on half of it.

Other half is abstract.

Draw lines and make decisions later.

Baphomet make up of itterated neon retards:

Look into virotherapy

new wave of treatment

not through fda here yet

but will be soon-ish

yah. know a few people.

on a similar note: biological immortality is just around the corner.

stopping cell decay over number of itteration

/dna

virotherapy is how that will ultimately be deployed

method was cracked back in 2006-7, but the problem was how to treat a person with it.

we're so close

we have no idea yet