Message from @Sleepy

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2019-03-08 09:39:15 UTC  

even if it does seem more like a lottery ticket than anything else

2019-03-08 09:41:01 UTC  

If shit keeps going the way it has been, I see things reaching a tipping point eventually

2019-03-08 09:41:16 UTC  

yeah

2019-03-08 09:41:18 UTC  

it has to

2019-03-08 09:41:31 UTC  

>tfw a post apocalyptic life is seen as better than current things

2019-03-08 09:41:35 UTC  

technology is going to leave even the people developing it in the dust

2019-03-08 09:44:41 UTC  

Though, I think if the peasants don't fuck everything up in a fit of autistic rage, politicians and CEOs among them: we'll be able to enjoy a more decentralized style of society.

2019-03-08 09:47:48 UTC  

I can see a point where individuals will be able to produce their own food, water, power. Be able to handle their own healthcare.

2019-03-08 09:48:04 UTC  

No longer require much of the compromise society demands.

2019-03-08 09:49:11 UTC  

I think we're a long way off before that ever happens

2019-03-08 09:49:22 UTC  

society is stalling on it

2019-03-08 09:49:29 UTC  

Most people are too stupid to any of those things

2019-03-08 09:49:37 UTC  

fortunately

2019-03-08 09:50:32 UTC  

they can all fuck off arguing about how many hairs around an asshole is too many.

2019-03-08 09:51:02 UTC  

keeps them occupied and out of the kitchen

2019-03-08 10:02:36 UTC  

Man

2019-03-08 10:03:01 UTC  

Imagine how great it'd be if God ended the entire fucking universe so we don't have to suffer with this shit

2019-03-08 10:06:55 UTC  

Will probably happen when the universe implodes

2019-03-08 10:07:04 UTC  

or the bubble pops

2019-03-08 10:07:09 UTC  

or the server crashes

2019-03-08 10:07:14 UTC  

or whatever the fuck it is

2019-03-08 10:08:14 UTC  

I want to reroll my character

2019-03-08 10:09:03 UTC  

wrong dump stat?

2019-03-08 10:56:01 UTC  

You ever get the feeling that something shitty is going to happen soon?
Everything feels too fucking calm, stagnant almost, and I've got this persistent sense of unease

2019-03-08 10:56:03 UTC  

Maybe it's just my own mind fucking with me because I haven't felt down in a while

2019-03-08 10:56:26 UTC  

Probably shouldn't think about it too much

2019-03-08 11:00:10 UTC  

If bad things really happens you won't be surprised

2019-03-08 11:00:26 UTC  

If it doesn't you're not gonna even remember it

2019-03-08 11:09:15 UTC  

People have been feeling that way forever. We always find a way to see a threat.

2019-03-08 11:10:47 UTC  

And when society is populated by idiots that like to forms themselves into camps and chimp out over small things: it doesn't seem so wrong that we should have always felt that way.

2019-03-08 16:03:51 UTC  

Well, my suspicion that something is about to happen wasn't entirely unfounded in the end
A lot of shit went down when I decided to get out of the house and walk around the village for a bit: I met one of my old friends from HS, saw a group of people run somewhere, and learned that a guy I knew died recently
The first one is self-explanatory, I ran into this dude who I haven't seen since 9th grade because he dropped out of school after it and went to Tomsk, then returned here for some reason and now wants to go back, but can't because he doesn't have the money
The second goes as follows: I'm about 450 meters away from my house when I notice a group of 11-12 people (9 or 10 adults, 2 kids) and 3 dogs run down the street, probably either gypsies or a bunch of hobos/junkies running from a drug den to not get caught by the police (which happens extremely rarely as the police doesn't care about this shithole village), which is unusual but not too unexpected considering the village has a large amount of homeless people and junkies
The third is: I walked past the house of the guy in question, saw an unfamiliar man shoveling snow in the yard, greeted him and asked him who he is, he said he's the nephew of that guy and he apparently got hit by a truck and died in the hospital 5 days ago; never really considered that guy a true friend as we never talked, but he did fix a shovel for me once without asking for money, for which I am grateful, so I was still sad about this in the end
None of these events are particularly bad (except for the last one), but my suspicions were technically partially confirmed

2019-03-08 16:11:19 UTC  

you walk around often?

2019-03-08 16:12:16 UTC  

I clean most of the snow in the village, it's my main source of income in the late autumn, winter and early spring as my disability benefits go to pay off the monthly bills

2019-03-08 16:13:45 UTC  

i see, well if you think about it, it's not all too bad what happened

2019-03-08 16:13:57 UTC  

you met a friend

2019-03-08 16:14:06 UTC  

seen some bums running

2019-03-08 16:14:24 UTC  

and ok, this is bad a man has died

2019-03-08 16:14:34 UTC  

Yeah, pretty much

2019-03-08 16:15:01 UTC  

but like, he might be in a better place now

2019-03-08 16:15:58 UTC  

Hope he is
This shithole is like Hell, but with less fire and junkies and drug dealers instead of demons

2019-03-08 16:16:08 UTC  

how big is your village?