Christ

that's fucking nuts

+ 2 pounds.

I’d need to wear my own bodyweight in tac gear or whatever

and you need a bottle of water too

dude like

To sumo wrestle with you

go walk around or something

what are you doing

Computing

so 2 Srpski Guy + a bottle of water = a one Amerikek

Also fuck retards who say obese people have prolems walking.

that's some formula huh

Yeah sure some do but I'm fine.

I don't waddle like a fucking penguin.

then walk around

240 pounds is not okay

you're shorter than me

Yeah very unokay.

Well you could grand slam a librul

Yeet.

Alright @Deleted User what are you're eating habbits

Uh lets see.

Well usually I have a normal breakfast, like toast and bacon sometimes eggs or bananas, usual stuff.

My memory is a bit foggy with lunch since I've never cared for it.

And foe dinner I usually have whatever is cooked.

And today (Or yesterday now for me.) I had some diced potatoes, tuna noodle salad but with no tuna (Boof.), 2 deviled eggs, and a hotdog with mustard.

So not the healthiest habits.

Doesnt seem too bad

What type of bread you eat with breakfast and how are the eggs cooked

The bread is normal buttermilk white bread and the eggs are scrambled, maybe with cheese.

Alright, try getting some whole wheat bread, has lots of fiber that will help clear out ypur system, and try having you eggs sunnyside up, less likley to be mixed in with the butter or oil and season with salt and pepper

If done right the egg yolk will be like it's own sauce

Your dinner doesn't seem too bad, cut out the deviped eggs and hot dogs

Yeah that was probably cause it was after my birthday ngl.

How were the potatoes cooked

In a pan.

Roasted or fried

I also eat with alot of salt which I need to cut unless I wanna have a heart attack.

Fried.

But not like fried chicken.

Fried in a pan.

Try getting them roasted nextime

Roasted usually need a thin layer of oil or butter

For salt a pinch will usually do ya good

And try to cut out as much processed food as possible too

Shit like hot dogs, ramen, canned shid, etc

And fast food also

A person eating habits usually contribute to a persons weight

So just the smallest of changes like removing the factory food can do ya some good

So yeah that's pretty much it

Also I'm a slob and don't go outside.

Kek, don't worry i rarely went outside too when i was younger, only went out side for school

Wasn't until highchool i started going out a bit more

But like i said really ya just gotta change your eating habits, and try doing some exercise, sit ups, push ups, basic cardio that ypu can do at home

I know this sounds like a lot but when you get it in practice it's really not too difficult

Just gotta pace yourself

Alright then.

Thanks for the help fam.

No problem. Remember first start small, then work your way up

Do you ever think about the unknown pain and horrors that you will inevitably face in the future?

Yes.

There will be untold suffering

Lately, I've felt like nothing occuring is even real anymore. Like when I stop to think about it, I guess

Maybe it's just me spending too much time in this dank basement

Reminder

you guys are all treasureds

no matter hwat bullshit goes on in the world

you will always be wonderful

Love you all and thank you for all the help

IF you want my help just ask okay?

Boi I know I'm beautiful

Oh shit you said wonderful

You’re breathtaking

LOl

Maaaaaan.
I use to have a little hamster of the name of Fuzzy when I was about 7. I had that hamster for about a year or so. When I was petting him and all that, the little bastard tore a part of my upper finger off. You know what happened the next month though? When I came into my room after sleeping on the couch, half of him was gone. He was in the cage, the cage was locked, and the other hamster, Piper, was fidgeting around or whatever. But Piper and Fuzzy never fought or anything so it was completely strange.

As a kid, this shit seriously messed me up. I was legitimately scarred that day and on. It still occasionally bothers me and makes me question who had done it. Because no where on Piper was there blood, and Fuzzy was a big ass hamster.

I just have to type this out to you boys. To somebody at least. Its minor as hell, I know, but childhood stuff like this can really affect a man.

revenge

I had four different sets of hamsters in my life

3 of em had babies

And they never ate their babies once

Not evwn once

Once I picked up one from the cage and she had 3 fucking babies hanging on her belly

Didn't even know she was pregnant

Me point is hamsters eat their babies only when they're in stress

Oh yeah totally

Was fixated on "hamsters will"

Eat their babies

Am rarted

My sister had a set of hamstersz

2 females

one ripped the others head off

she was around 6

came home screaming in terror

Hamsters are hardcore

I hate em

i really do

You hate them because they're not cats?

Well what did she expect having two females in the same cage

We live in a world of unimaginable suffering and horrors, you don't know how bad it can really get, none of us do

So many things happen that just seem unexplainable.

One thing, I don’t get why it happened—I had a little pup, she was a Boston terrier named Anika. Not even a year old yet. Just a little baby. We were playing with her, she was jumping up and down—excited as ever. Then she stopped. She started throwing up. With it, blood and everything under the sun. She collapsed. I can vividly remember it. Only happened maybe 2 years ago. She was there and then she suddenly wasn’t. I still think about it a lot and I don’t think it will ever leave.

Never understood why. One of the worst parts was seeing my dad cry for the first time and seeing how sad the other dog, who’d treated her like her own puppy, behaved afterwards.

I think all the drinking and jacking off feeds depression tbh

I jacked off 3 times today and drink liquor every other night

I hate hamsters because their evil cannablistic rats

All my hobbies, passions, friends, family, cooking healthy meals, exercising, sleeping in my own bed, any sense of familiarity of my environment, holidays, traditions and just about everything thqt makes life what it is... it's all gone, or in such a limited window of time, like a few days every month or two

and I hate them cuz they aint dogs

It's just me and this truck and all this stupid fucking money

Joking joking sorry

dont hate hamsters

they made my sisters room uninhabitable for like a year

like somehow the walls and shit just absorbed the smell and the room smelt horrid

I don't feel right

For some reason out of nowhere I feel like crying

And laughing

Something's wrong

And I don't know what

@Drunkott you ok man? what's up

i dont even know, just feel like hell out of nowhere

you at home rn?

yeah

what's on your mind rn

girl problems?

naw

im serious. just kinda hit out of nowhere. i dont have any reason to feel like this and i dont understand.

maybe just go with it

when's the last time you've let loose and expressed yourself?

live in the moment, y'know?

just don't do anything stupid

cry if you have to!

maybe.

One of my favorite things to listen to when I'm tried or sad, I remember I spent a week vomiting blood and I genuinely thought I was gonna die one night, I fell asleep to this

https://youtu.be/mwwsBFxT7tg

https://youtu.be/3z2NxnW7zng

Also this

https://youtu.be/RyocXcuoXGQ

For me the song i listen to or play on guitar hero when I'm feeling self doubt or sad is this one
https://youtu.be/rubpIfLPzvU

It's a bit zoomer ngl but it has helped

https://youtu.be/54sSF5JS_HA

God I feel like a fucking outcast

Well yeah , but the fact that I’m blatantly getting singled out and given the shit end every time by leadership is kinda depressing

https://i.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/original/001/437/790/465.png

nice bait

bait?

I don't get it.

pretty much

maximum cringe

@Some Polish-Hungarian Guy don't be sad

you're a cool guy

not really sad

Just angry

Your leader is a fucking retard

Tired of their shit, tbh

Pole's leader

He's always shitting on him

if I could desert with ZERO consequences, I'd do it.

They know I hate it, and that I want out too.

To all of the people who do not have kids, have them. They will change you and make you a better person. Seriously we gotta repopulate white people. Teach your children natsoc and Christian values. Traditional gender roles, etc. raise them right! Be a good father! I believe in you my white brothers, now go out there and make some white children before the happening. Pic related, happiest day of my life second to the day I got engaged/proposed to my beautiful white wife with whom I gave a beautiful white family with. Why don’t you have a white family anon?

I thought about kids

Sure as shit not having any as long as I’m still serving

Too much stress already

Stylin with the daughter

She’s sassy

hahaha that's cute

Responsible dad alert

influx of babies in this channel

weren't you raped by a fat ghost

Keep her away from niggers and commie teachings in school

Gay

Why am I suddenly crushed with an overwhelming wave of sadness

Here comes that paranoia

*They're all watching me and they all hate me*

Fuck I'm out of booze

I'm just a fucking useless nobody, just a dumb fucking child where he doesn't belong go back to the fucking shadows you monster

Should I go ||YEET|| myself?

@country doggo Fam don't do it.

You aren't useless.

I'm gonnqp commit a mass yeeting

You're paving the way for a better tomorrow, even if it might not be huge.

Aw damn.

With my yeet

@country doggo country don't fucking do it

I'm gonna yeet them feet

Yo it's just yeet

I commit yeet every day

Your a good man who's loved by everyone in the server and have great friends who are waiting for your return from trucking

Yo got a lot of years a head of you fam

Its ok

Im ok

Im just druni and stupid

Fuuuuck

I feel like my crush hates me

But im just paranoid

Why theres literqlly no reason

Its agood

Oh nooooo

Pp numb

Im sorry guys

No don't do it.

Don't kill yourself fam.

I'm not gong kill myself fam

Im sorry for being a bitch

It'a sll good.

Why am i like this

Fam it's all good.

God fucking damn three years in a row something has happened either before or during my birthday that just causes me to get really paranoid, sad, or scared

Thre fucking years in a god damn row

2017, north korea tested an ICBM on my birthday causing me to be paranoid for the rest of the week

you are a decent man doggo

2018, my aunt dies few days before my birthday causing me to get depressed

don't let yoself let down yoself like dat

boi if you is useless

I'm like

Jesus

Fucking today 2019, russian sub is caught on fire causing people to fear pf something worse tp happen

Fuck this shit

boi

what is you talking about

Can't even fucking enjoy myself anymore

Fuck

oh wait

doesnt your peepee hurt

that was inappropriate

it was

and yes it quite hurts

nice

it hurs so good

Im so frustrated

seeing so many guys manage to do the smooth and cute look, I really want to do it, i dont want to be a twink or something but I just want my skin to be nice looking and soft as fuck

Take a shower fag

Kek

Put lotion on

Dry skin head ass

3. Wash your face bitch

Still

I do that all the damn timeme v.v

dammit dont be so rude

augh

I feel like I Missed my fucking chance

idk what the fucks going on with me today

ok

preyty much

no advantage of looking like a soy boi

your right

idk what the fuck came over me today

Alright

Im going to try and join a jim

get swole

*Gym

what the fuck is wrongwit hme