Message from @cookedbeans

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2019-07-01 20:32:25 UTC  

revenge

2019-07-01 21:39:45 UTC  

I had four different sets of hamsters in my life

2019-07-01 21:39:51 UTC  

3 of em had babies

2019-07-01 21:40:28 UTC  

And they never ate their babies once

2019-07-01 21:40:39 UTC  

Not evwn once

2019-07-01 21:41:55 UTC  

Once I picked up one from the cage and she had 3 fucking babies hanging on her belly

2019-07-01 21:42:04 UTC  

Didn't even know she was pregnant

2019-07-01 21:43:19 UTC  

Me point is hamsters eat their babies only when they're in stress

2019-07-01 22:25:46 UTC  

Oh yeah totally

2019-07-01 22:26:22 UTC  

Was fixated on "hamsters will"

2019-07-01 22:26:31 UTC  

Eat their babies

2019-07-01 22:26:36 UTC  

Am rarted

2019-07-01 23:11:37 UTC  

My sister had a set of hamstersz

2019-07-01 23:11:39 UTC  

2 females

2019-07-01 23:11:44 UTC  

one ripped the others head off

2019-07-01 23:23:15 UTC  

she was around 6

2019-07-01 23:23:20 UTC  

came home screaming in terror

2019-07-01 23:24:26 UTC  

Hamsters are hardcore

2019-07-01 23:25:20 UTC  

I hate em

2019-07-01 23:25:24 UTC  

i really do

2019-07-01 23:25:49 UTC  

You hate them because they're not cats?

2019-07-01 23:26:38 UTC  

Well what did she expect having two females in the same cage

2019-07-01 23:33:55 UTC  

We live in a world of unimaginable suffering and horrors, you don't know how bad it can really get, none of us do

2019-07-02 00:00:14 UTC  

So many things happen that just seem unexplainable.

One thing, I don’t get why it happened—I had a little pup, she was a Boston terrier named Anika. Not even a year old yet. Just a little baby. We were playing with her, she was jumping up and down—excited as ever. Then she stopped. She started throwing up. With it, blood and everything under the sun. She collapsed. I can vividly remember it. Only happened maybe 2 years ago. She was there and then she suddenly wasn’t. I still think about it a lot and I don’t think it will ever leave.

Never understood why. One of the worst parts was seeing my dad cry for the first time and seeing how sad the other dog, who’d treated her like her own puppy, behaved afterwards.

2019-07-02 00:42:25 UTC  

I think all the drinking and jacking off feeds depression tbh

2019-07-02 00:44:43 UTC  

I jacked off 3 times today and drink liquor every other night

2019-07-02 00:47:41 UTC  

I hate hamsters because their evil cannablistic rats

2019-07-02 00:47:42 UTC  

All my hobbies, passions, friends, family, cooking healthy meals, exercising, sleeping in my own bed, any sense of familiarity of my environment, holidays, traditions and just about everything thqt makes life what it is... it's all gone, or in such a limited window of time, like a few days every month or two

2019-07-02 00:47:48 UTC  

and I hate them cuz they aint dogs

2019-07-02 00:48:20 UTC  

It's just me and this truck and all this stupid fucking money

2019-07-02 00:48:20 UTC  

Joking joking sorry

2019-07-02 00:48:22 UTC  

dont hate hamsters

2019-07-02 00:48:37 UTC  

they made my sisters room uninhabitable for like a year

2019-07-02 00:48:52 UTC  

like somehow the walls and shit just absorbed the smell and the room smelt horrid

2019-07-02 01:20:56 UTC  

I don't feel right

2019-07-02 01:21:26 UTC  

For some reason out of nowhere I feel like crying

2019-07-02 01:21:48 UTC  

And laughing

2019-07-02 01:22:01 UTC  

Something's wrong

2019-07-02 01:22:06 UTC  

And I don't know what

2019-07-02 02:11:54 UTC  

@Drunkott you ok man? what's up

2019-07-02 02:12:20 UTC  

i dont even know, just feel like hell out of nowhere