Message from @Drunkott
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I hate em
i really do
You hate them because they're not cats?
Well what did she expect having two females in the same cage
We live in a world of unimaginable suffering and horrors, you don't know how bad it can really get, none of us do
So many things happen that just seem unexplainable.
One thing, I don’t get why it happened—I had a little pup, she was a Boston terrier named Anika. Not even a year old yet. Just a little baby. We were playing with her, she was jumping up and down—excited as ever. Then she stopped. She started throwing up. With it, blood and everything under the sun. She collapsed. I can vividly remember it. Only happened maybe 2 years ago. She was there and then she suddenly wasn’t. I still think about it a lot and I don’t think it will ever leave.
Never understood why. One of the worst parts was seeing my dad cry for the first time and seeing how sad the other dog, who’d treated her like her own puppy, behaved afterwards.
I think all the drinking and jacking off feeds depression tbh
I jacked off 3 times today and drink liquor every other night
I hate hamsters because their evil cannablistic rats
All my hobbies, passions, friends, family, cooking healthy meals, exercising, sleeping in my own bed, any sense of familiarity of my environment, holidays, traditions and just about everything thqt makes life what it is... it's all gone, or in such a limited window of time, like a few days every month or two
and I hate them cuz they aint dogs
It's just me and this truck and all this stupid fucking money
Joking joking sorry
dont hate hamsters
they made my sisters room uninhabitable for like a year
like somehow the walls and shit just absorbed the smell and the room smelt horrid
I don't feel right
For some reason out of nowhere I feel like crying
And laughing
Something's wrong
@Drunkott you ok man? what's up
i dont even know, just feel like hell out of nowhere
you at home rn?
yeah
what's on your mind rn
girl problems?
naw
im serious. just kinda hit out of nowhere. i dont have any reason to feel like this and i dont understand.
maybe just go with it
when's the last time you've let loose and expressed yourself?
live in the moment, y'know?
just don't do anything stupid
cry if you have to!
maybe.
One of my favorite things to listen to when I'm tried or sad, I remember I spent a week vomiting blood and I genuinely thought I was gonna die one night, I fell asleep to this
https://youtu.be/mwwsBFxT7tg
Also this
For me the song i listen to or play on guitar hero when I'm feeling self doubt or sad is this one
https://youtu.be/rubpIfLPzvU
It's a bit zoomer ngl but it has helped