Message from @Drunkott
Discord ID: 595437693685465088
I jacked off 3 times today and drink liquor every other night
I hate hamsters because their evil cannablistic rats
All my hobbies, passions, friends, family, cooking healthy meals, exercising, sleeping in my own bed, any sense of familiarity of my environment, holidays, traditions and just about everything thqt makes life what it is... it's all gone, or in such a limited window of time, like a few days every month or two
and I hate them cuz they aint dogs
It's just me and this truck and all this stupid fucking money
Joking joking sorry
dont hate hamsters
they made my sisters room uninhabitable for like a year
like somehow the walls and shit just absorbed the smell and the room smelt horrid
I don't feel right
For some reason out of nowhere I feel like crying
And laughing
Something's wrong
And I don't know what
@Drunkott you ok man? what's up
i dont even know, just feel like hell out of nowhere
you at home rn?
yeah
what's on your mind rn
girl problems?
im serious. just kinda hit out of nowhere. i dont have any reason to feel like this and i dont understand.
maybe just go with it
when's the last time you've let loose and expressed yourself?
live in the moment, y'know?
just don't do anything stupid
cry if you have to!
maybe.
One of my favorite things to listen to when I'm tried or sad, I remember I spent a week vomiting blood and I genuinely thought I was gonna die one night, I fell asleep to this
https://youtu.be/mwwsBFxT7tg
Also this
For me the song i listen to or play on guitar hero when I'm feeling self doubt or sad is this one
https://youtu.be/rubpIfLPzvU
It's a bit zoomer ngl but it has helped
God I feel like a fucking outcast
Well yeah , but the fact that I’m blatantly getting singled out and given the shit end every time by leadership is kinda depressing
nice bait
bait?
I don't get it.