Message from @Drunkott

Discord ID: 595437792767508481


2019-07-02 00:47:41 UTC  

I hate hamsters because their evil cannablistic rats

2019-07-02 00:47:42 UTC  

All my hobbies, passions, friends, family, cooking healthy meals, exercising, sleeping in my own bed, any sense of familiarity of my environment, holidays, traditions and just about everything thqt makes life what it is... it's all gone, or in such a limited window of time, like a few days every month or two

2019-07-02 00:47:48 UTC  

and I hate them cuz they aint dogs

2019-07-02 00:48:20 UTC  

It's just me and this truck and all this stupid fucking money

2019-07-02 00:48:20 UTC  

Joking joking sorry

2019-07-02 00:48:22 UTC  

dont hate hamsters

2019-07-02 00:48:37 UTC  

they made my sisters room uninhabitable for like a year

2019-07-02 00:48:52 UTC  

like somehow the walls and shit just absorbed the smell and the room smelt horrid

2019-07-02 01:20:56 UTC  

I don't feel right

2019-07-02 01:21:26 UTC  

For some reason out of nowhere I feel like crying

2019-07-02 01:21:48 UTC  

And laughing

2019-07-02 01:22:01 UTC  

Something's wrong

2019-07-02 01:22:06 UTC  

And I don't know what

2019-07-02 02:11:54 UTC  

@Drunkott you ok man? what's up

2019-07-02 02:12:20 UTC  

i dont even know, just feel like hell out of nowhere

2019-07-02 02:12:42 UTC  

you at home rn?

2019-07-02 02:12:46 UTC  

yeah

2019-07-02 02:13:02 UTC  

what's on your mind rn

2019-07-02 02:13:11 UTC  

girl problems?

2019-07-02 02:16:48 UTC  

naw

2019-07-02 02:17:12 UTC  

im serious. just kinda hit out of nowhere. i dont have any reason to feel like this and i dont understand.

2019-07-02 02:17:46 UTC  

maybe just go with it

2019-07-02 02:18:02 UTC  

when's the last time you've let loose and expressed yourself?

2019-07-02 02:18:34 UTC  

live in the moment, y'know?

2019-07-02 02:18:45 UTC  

just don't do anything stupid

2019-07-02 02:19:19 UTC  

cry if you have to!

2019-07-02 02:24:16 UTC  

maybe.

2019-07-02 02:48:02 UTC  

One of my favorite things to listen to when I'm tried or sad, I remember I spent a week vomiting blood and I genuinely thought I was gonna die one night, I fell asleep to this

https://youtu.be/mwwsBFxT7tg

2019-07-02 02:52:30 UTC  

Also this

2019-07-02 02:58:16 UTC  

For me the song i listen to or play on guitar hero when I'm feeling self doubt or sad is this one
https://youtu.be/rubpIfLPzvU

2019-07-02 02:58:30 UTC  

It's a bit zoomer ngl but it has helped

2019-07-02 14:15:58 UTC  

God I feel like a fucking outcast

2019-07-02 14:36:57 UTC  

Well yeah , but the fact that I’m blatantly getting singled out and given the shit end every time by leadership is kinda depressing

2019-07-02 15:29:54 UTC  

nice bait

2019-07-02 15:51:42 UTC  

bait?

2019-07-02 15:52:30 UTC  

I don't get it.

2019-07-02 15:53:28 UTC  

pretty much