Always

I even rub dirt in it

I havent had to go farther than this really

Sometimes i just say fucknit because i know i lost a night

Eh I try not to let it get to me, it was only bad when I first got home ya know

But it's just been more frequent lately

Maybe as of late sometimes its good to let it fester? Get back to old discipline

Probably should let myself get back into the "warrior" spirit

Lol

So I made one out of your pic

Yes lets see it

It wont upload, some b.s. about being too big of a file

Screenshot it then re crop

Hell yea

The desert calls

i have trouble sleeping aswell

getting to sleep is an actual bitch and a half i'm just always thinking about shit

Shit blows

Yeah it does

@Trash Squid I know that feel bro.... Sleeping is a pain

Man, I tell you what,as soon as I get paid. I am gonna get a gym membership. Moved a lot of furniture this weekend. I feel great. My body toned up a bit, got dat pump, been doing push ups and sit ups to keep it going. I cant wait to lift

Good shit homie

Hell ya man

Thanks I wasn't trying to sleep tonight

oh you want more eh ?

@насильственное убийство getting probed by aliens might make it a lil difficult to sleep no?

Guys, i found a girl that didn't run away when i said blood turns me on.

What the fuck do i do to not fuck this up?

Not aure there lmO

Riiiip

Gimmie an hour or so to get setteled into my patrol, and I might be able to come up with something

I appreciate any and all help

Im a sad boi alone

I feel ya

Its been far too long since I've had these pissed off moths in me gut

Aight chief, I have a bit. Tell me whats going on

So like, this girl added me on fb, and messaged me, so we started talking. She said i reminded her of someone who makes her feel safe, and i responded with something like I'll make people bleed for very little reason, and instantly apologized because i wasn't sure if she was edgy or not and thats how i end up jacking off again. She ended up being *possibly* as fucked in the head as i am.

My whole problem is that idfk how to keep a girl fornthe life of me

Idek what the problem is tbh. They just get bored of me or something

Hmmm, so it's not in getting with this girl, its keeping her?

Like long term relationship stuff

I think i have at least a foot in the door

But yes

Ok. Thats a good start. If she's into you then go for it. Keep talking to her, find out what she's into, tell her about your stuff. I've found being blunt and honest works best

If she's similar to you, keep it up, keep her engaged, do fun things, have those tender moments. Go and get yourself a shield maiden

Ive honestly been as blunt as possible and it's been giving me anxiety because i really don't want her to kick me tonthe curb

Just breathe, if she hasn't hit the eject yet you might be good. But her her talking about herself, it'll take some of that anxiety of saying the wrong thing away

Thats actually not a bad idea

You're welcome. Dr. Dark's office is always open

I really appreciate it, man

Apparently she's coming over after she out of school

Awesome man, let me know how it goes or if you need anything else

I appreciate you, homie

❤ ❤

Okay no prob starting day 5

*porn

This is where I always fuck up

No porn?

Yep

Damn. Gonna have to blow the dust back in the ol noggin

@Bodark Actual I believe in you. Just treat it like no nut November. You unlock psychic powers after a month or so without busting

I am married so I'm definitely not giving my sex life up lol

Im joking my dude lol

But seriously, stay stong

Got laid last night so that helps lol

I also ran 2.5 miles and climbed 75 flights on the stair machine last night

Seems to help

I punch the retarder at work

Good substitutes

Unrelated, but ive been putting a handprint on the retarder at work everyday, and that bitch never gets cleaned.

Shits been there for like a week now

do not bully the retards pls thank u

I needa date an kawaii alien girl

I wonder how martian pussy feels like 🤔

It ain't bad. Almost as good as Venusian

I'M YOUR VENUS

jk jk

@насильственное убийство the real questions. We probe them.

For science of course

Im becoming a depressed adult... all the things I use to have great interest in im slowly putting down. I used to build with lego. Mostly making tanks with actual detail, and contraptions using the motor sets and technic kits. Now i dont care for the plastic bricks. I feel like im too old for them. And that feeling is spreading around to ever other hobby or interest i have. From lego to video games. Video games are for kids... video games are for kids... video games are for kids keeps repeating in my mind. I used to want to start blacksmithing, like legit metal work, but ive begun to push that off and away subconsciously... i dont know what to do anymore and my parents just say "welcome to adulthood, get used to it"

And its not just those 3 examples, its every fucking thing

I mean not to be That guy but that's partially due to society today

Bruh I'm in my 20s, work all the time, got degrees, have a kid, and I still find time for dungeons and dragons type games. I stopped caring what other people thought of me a long time ago, and enjoy the things that make me happy

I used to find my job boring, ringing people up and putting freight away on its shelf. Nowthats the only feeling of accomplishment and satisfaction i get. From finishing freight 10 minutes early or getting a certain number of transactions on my register...

@thedarkness05 thats the thing, it isn't other people putting me down its coming from within. Im 20 too

Work is becoming more fun than life

Welcome to the jungle bud.

Ok, so why is that? Is it because you're growing out of them naturally, or is it a societal anxiety to abandon that stuff?

@Hellhound6 its the one without fun and games

But seriously, you need to get out and find stimulation

Its not me growing out of them, its wanting to continue the interest but not. Does that make any sense?

Yeah

I lost interest in pretty much everything I used to do for a bit. But I forced myself to get out even when I didn't want to

Like i want to keep building and playing video games, but i feel pressured to stop because thats for kids, and blacksmithing, theres no market for it in my area. Yeah i can fix the neighbors shovel for like 20 minutes of labor or she can drive 5 minutes to the ace and buy a new one

Fuck that

Dude keep up blacksmithing n shit if it brings you joy

You gotta rekindle those passions, otherwise life can get a bit dull. Do what makes you happy, even new things. I started dnd when I first got into college, its never too late to get a new hobby