Message from @PanzerWrecker
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It ain't bad. Almost as good as Venusian
I'M YOUR VENUS
jk jk
@насильственное убийство the real questions. We probe them.
For science of course
Im becoming a depressed adult... all the things I use to have great interest in im slowly putting down. I used to build with lego. Mostly making tanks with actual detail, and contraptions using the motor sets and technic kits. Now i dont care for the plastic bricks. I feel like im too old for them. And that feeling is spreading around to ever other hobby or interest i have. From lego to video games. Video games are for kids... video games are for kids... video games are for kids keeps repeating in my mind. I used to want to start blacksmithing, like legit metal work, but ive begun to push that off and away subconsciously... i dont know what to do anymore and my parents just say "welcome to adulthood, get used to it"
And its not just those 3 examples, its every fucking thing
I mean not to be That guy but that's partially due to society today
Bruh I'm in my 20s, work all the time, got degrees, have a kid, and I still find time for dungeons and dragons type games. I stopped caring what other people thought of me a long time ago, and enjoy the things that make me happy
I used to find my job boring, ringing people up and putting freight away on its shelf. Nowthats the only feeling of accomplishment and satisfaction i get. From finishing freight 10 minutes early or getting a certain number of transactions on my register...
@thedarkness05 thats the thing, it isn't other people putting me down its coming from within. Im 20 too
Work is becoming more fun than life
Welcome to the jungle bud.
Ok, so why is that? Is it because you're growing out of them naturally, or is it a societal anxiety to abandon that stuff?
@Hellhound6 its the one without fun and games
But seriously, you need to get out and find stimulation
Its not me growing out of them, its wanting to continue the interest but not. Does that make any sense?
Yeah
I lost interest in pretty much everything I used to do for a bit. But I forced myself to get out even when I didn't want to
Like i want to keep building and playing video games, but i feel pressured to stop because thats for kids, and blacksmithing, theres no market for it in my area. Yeah i can fix the neighbors shovel for like 20 minutes of labor or she can drive 5 minutes to the ace and buy a new one
Fuck that
Dude keep up blacksmithing n shit if it brings you joy
You gotta rekindle those passions, otherwise life can get a bit dull. Do what makes you happy, even new things. I started dnd when I first got into college, its never too late to get a new hobby
I did want to get into airsoft, paintball, piloting, boating and all sorts of other cool stuff. But nope. Work is more important than what I want to do.
My dad didn't have one for years, until he finally did the stereotype doctor thing and bought a boat. Now he looks forward to race days every week and gets as excited as a kid
@PanzerWrecker dude I play paintball, I go hiking, and I spend one weekend a month in the mountains. Youbhave to make time for yourself or you'll end up blowing your brains out
Is a man supposed to be happy? Do i deserve happiness? Do i need it? No... work is more important than what I want to do.
False
My dad always says to contribute to society. I just want out of society...
See, thats the thing lil homie, we were groomed to be dependant on the government and to fit into a perfect schedule, that shit doesnt work
So make time for you
You can contribute, but you need to unwind. Ever see a watch spring under too much tension? It snaps under the pressure and stops working
Now im being yelled at by him that i need to get cleaning and stop wasting my time doing stupid shit. Its my only day off, i work more than him...
*"we gotta get out of this place, if its the last thing we ever do"*
Self care bro. Everyone needs it. I head to the range, and also find catharsis cleaning my guns for hours. Find those things that bring you back to center
Guns, cleaning improvements to self
@PanzerWrecker how are you now
Ok i guess. Was helping my dad cleaned out part of the garage. Found his old weights. He said to put them back (as in we were putting things back so we could close the garage door) and i asked him "how about i start using them?" So now i have a weight and bar. 30 pound curls.
Good
Guys, my depression has faded.
What tf is going on?