don't as me how it went that way i don't even know

but i'm happy it ended that way

I will keep updated how things will go

gluck, King

Sitting outside my job, headed to the bus stop. The wind feels nice

Appreciate the little things

I know this is our channel to bitch and bitching initself is a form of relief

But negativity breeds negativity and i wanted to try to breed a little mental resiliency in yourselves

Makes sense. And it's also helpful for yourself and others to see that whatever issue it was has been resolved, or you managed to move forward. Proof that things do get better

no I agree Rok

Theres other things ill do that will help and ill try to get more stuff.

Bois things may be tough but it will be better

@DAnteForneus that is so wholesome it made my day

Annnnnnnnnd I didn't see her

Fucking again

Man Ive been in a really bad funk

@Thomatorr, King of Ohio Whats up?

Idk man

I need some guy time

with the bros

I wanna make swords and battle

Bet

or play Magic the Gathering

I just feel lonely as shit out here

Bruh, do a roll20 dnd thing. I'd even jump in on a game

I might. I havent DMed in a long time

Id be happy if anyone wanted to bullshit in vc

I think butcher is in there. I'd jump in but I'm doin gey hings with the lady

Is it possible to teach how to play and we do a game?

I always love teaching new people

My vote is for pathfinder if we're doing classic fantasy

Hmmm idk if i wanna do classical fantasy id be down for some kinda wild adventure tho

Lets do gate lmao

@thedarkness05 do you DM? Strictly PathFinder? Or do you still play 3.5?

I currently DM a starfinder game, but I've run everything from Pathfinder, 3.5, savage worlds, and star wars saga edition

is Starfinder just scifi Pathfinder or? (never heard of it, or savage tbh)

Starfinder is kinda like that, theres some mechanics changes and the power ceiling is dragon ball z levels. And savage worlds is wonky and would require voice to explain right

Wish we had specter book or somethin

specter book?

(wow - my normie ass thinking I know geekshit all this time)

Specter is modern wargame table top look it up on fb real cool

I used to play wh40k with my brothers but they couldnt give a shit to do it now. I buy all the models and everything but theyed rather play fortnite and watch hours of useless shit on YouTube.

Move it to nerd shit bois

We bend the fuck outta the rules...

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Ay this is a problem i have

And im tellin yous about it...

@Foxhound sorry

All problems matter

Fuck i'm strested as fuck

I'm gonna met her parents

Okey bois i'm going to See her in couple of minutes

Wish me luck i'm going to need it

Best luck king, you got this

dont spill ur spaghetti

Well it could went better but it was still good

We hugged a lot and had a great time

Hey good news and close contact is still progress

I know i think this is slowly going the right way

And she told me lot of nice things like she is really having great time she said it like 5 Times and she is really glad i came

N I C E

Good shit

Get a girl with neck fat... so you can grab her out the party like a baby pit bull

Been busy and gone for a few days

But I'm on full day 3 of no porn

@Bodark Actual nice dude, keep it up

I'm trying

Noice

Generally speaking, I don't like talking about my shit but the past week or so I've been waking up like I'm back in the shit. It hasn't happened this much in a long time. I don't wanna go back to drinking and dumb shit like that and I can't exactly go and talk to anyone because "I was never there". So in essence when you can't sleep, what do you do?

As someone who doesn't have much time for sleep between night/day shifts I suggest at least trying to rest as much as you can. Make the room cold, have some sleepy tea, take your mind off of whats bothering you, put on the tv, whatever you need to do. Failing that, I generally get up and start my day, getting as many things done as I can, because when I am tired the next time, everything is already taken care of

On average I get about 4 hours of sleep a night. Used to I would just goto the gym until I was ready to pass out. But that isn't an option now. (no 24 hour gyms locally)
So basically I'm just trying to figure out what I can do to quiet my mind.

Distraction and diversion work, as well as a chemical edge. I have a special blend of tea that helps me along, and I'll have a tv or music going softly in the background

5

Ill try some shit like that.

It doesn't always work for me, But two or three hours is better than nothing

^ see that's my issue. I'm good with 4 hours, if I get less than that I'm fucked.

Just try it, and I guess forget about needing to sleep? If you get yourself worked up that time is running out, you'll never sleep

Ex. Thursday I woke up around 2300 and couldn't get back to sleep. I typically wake up at 04 and head to work at 06. So Friday I felt Like shit because I woke up from my bullshit.

Hmm, I'd still try the tea, distraction, and a bit of meditation. But if I was a sleep guru I'd be getting my needed rest

Valid

Let me know how it goes, and we'll evaluate from there

Will do

Merc you dont smoke?

I make music

I do not

Hell I barely even drink anymore to be honest

So its like you wake up gotta do security checks and then basically are awake the rest of the night or is it like the panic buzz

I wake up ready to fight and can't go back to slee9

Melatonin does wonders for the few guys I know who have issues like that, that and background noise, like water or go online and take your pick, I hear the enterprise background noise isn’t half bad

Do you know alotta the deep stretches for your back and legs

I do not

Did you do any prt?

Yes

As I said, before when it would happen I'd just goto the gym n work out til my body would quit

Prt is great and getting a good workout or a deep stretch usually helps alot.

Also practicing some techniques people with anxiety use can work as well grounding ya know

I'm tracking. It's why I still run gun drills and shit while bored.

Have dog?

I do

Drink water change your socks?