Man... I am tired.

I like my job but lately it's become really tiresome. A good tiresome. I just don't know how to wind down. Games aren't fun anymore and I read all day so reading isn't fun.

I workout after a 10-12 hour day and just want to nap lol

Sounds pretty bad

Oh it's not terrible.

I am binge watching some mgtow content and goofy shows like always sunny or letterkenny.

Same, but not the shows

How you been winding down?

I've been rewatching spetsnaz a lot

He's solid.

👌

Few videos, but they are a work of art

Ive gotten too into using mgtow content as podcasts

Im even listening to them in my sleep...

That's fine!

Make sure to take a break and chill 😉

I like constantly thinking though..

I consumed it like crazy when I discovered mgtow/rp but now I have no rage and no real questions so it's more like a habit.

No, thinking is bad. Get back on that plantation!

The feeling of adding something new to my philosophy 🤤

Oh, dont do that m8

Bleach is easier lol

Bet

Dont die, live m8

The suffering... The feeling of overcoming them🤤 , its too good

Why do ya want to die tho @Silveru

lmao sjw/feminists just took out total war.
Y I K E S.

@ZODD may i please have permission to post a link?

There's no more voice text channel, aye.

It was Taken Away, from too many Spam Messages (of Pictures)

Far enough.

@°°° are you talking about the linux thing?

linux and now total war.

what cracks me up about the linux thing is not even feminists can defeat hypergamy, LMAO.

What they are going to do? Protest on streets?

More like nag the men to death

Microsoft might be moving already

@Silveru why?

@Kazemaru they might legitimately kill the internet

I will be honest.... I prefer the internet destroyed then in hands of sjws

I guess

We'll have to rebuild the internet from scratch or make a new internet

Fair enough, though id rather it not be destroyed in the first place

Same

Hey folks, after what happened in the chat today, it seems some were frustrated with my talkative nature, a burdening curse from my disability, and apparently it was so bad that it made one of them furious as he blasted a volley of rage at me. I am not giving any names but I will just go ahead and say this instead: I did not intend to talk over others or deny them a chance to speak and I deeply apologize if anyone felt such way. I was trying to talk to him about it, but apparently he's not in a good state to talk right now and he has already blocked me since the incident. Fine, I won't blame him.

That said, I think it's best I just avoid the voice chat entirely from hence on. Seems everywhere I go or anything I touch, someone is bound to be pissed and ends up hating my entire being, and I don't even have to try to annoy or upset. As I learned the past few years of my miserable life, there is very little such thing as mercy or forgiveness in many other's eyes, and usually there is no reconciling with most of them. Even when you 'manage' to, they already lost all respect for you, they will never think any better of you again, no matter what you do. It's Game over, Game over, GAME FUCKING OVER. End of the world, Bridge burned. No second chances. I'm fucked. Forever!

So I will do what I know best and the black pill taught me best: just ghost from public discussions. I will still be here due to my business with HHH, and perhaps still talk occasionally in this text chat, but as far as hearing my voice, please just pretend I never existed.

It's late, and I'm off to bed. Good night.

LMAO. I passed out and worked when in afk lol

@Iheanacho its ok my dude

force all SJW to a segragated part of the internet while the normal internet becomes like the dark web and the dark web becomes the darker web

@Iheanacho ya man that seems like a pretty extreme reaction. I was in the chat today i don't know if i was there for this instance, and you were obnoxious and talked over people but you at least have the introspection to see that this is annoying and disrepectful. But how are you going to become a more sociable person, (granted if that's what you want) you gonna have to just get out there. Hide if you want but here's my advice, use push to talk. Maybe your just that kind of guy that needs to verbalize stuff as you think it, it doesn't translate well on discord. Just let people finish their point at least your not a little bitch and don't say anything. I think your making this bigger than it really is, no one really knows who you are or even cares everyone wants to get their point across.

I care

Just keep everything civil guys

I guess what I mean is, people put a lot of pressure on themselves to fit the social narrative, especially if they are shy and often blame themselves in a illogical way that just reinforces the negative behavior in the first place.

The drama

You guys need to learn to enjoy life and have fun haha

@Silveru Do you truly want to kill yourself?

Perhaps a traumatic event has happened between the 12 hours

I do hope he finds help

Possible mood swings or chemical imbalances. Bro needs a beer

Alcohol amplifies a drinker’s emotions, I would not recommend it

Hm.... Seems to me that you still seeks for external validation, @Silveru

What's your country?

The road to self sustainment is difficult.

@Happy Humble Hermit the drama is one of the reasons Howard Dare was against the idea of creating a mgtow discord group

Something is wrong with this drama....

Well to be fair. I was in chat when it all went down.
Iheanacho has a condition that makes him keep talking and it seems like it hard for him to stay on track and articulate things in a short concise manner. This obviously causes issue when chatting cause every one should get a chanve to speak on something and its difficult when we all are trying to talk. Usually things are kept in check and we try to give everyone time to talk. But today nacho kinda rambled on talking over the others and one of them got pissed cause he thought it was disresptect. The chat basically liquidated cause of this.

Bill Cosby is getting 4-10 years !!

what do you guys think

he deserved it. his criminal act of having consentual sex with the poor oppressed whimmins who willingly and happily went to his apartment and took drugs before having sex with him were terribly oppressed by their decisions and he should pay for that

#stunningandbrave

@Silveru , if ur gonna Do that don't Link ur Mess with This Discord. It's Selfish in a way.

its incredibly selfish

Poor Cosby

What is Silveru doing

@StoneScarH2 no no no. all sex is rape. how dare he make some chicks fantasy come true

he keeps saying he is gonna kill himself

😒

which is bullshit imo. ive been there before. you dont sit there and talk about it and keep saying your going to do it like that. in fact you dont really want people to know if your serious.

My dude if you need to talk, then lets talk and find a way around this

woe comn guys

@Silveru look man. if you want help ask. dont sit there and keep saying welp im gonna kill myself

your just trolling

you havent asked for help. havent really asked for advice from what ive seen. you keep sitting there saying goodbye

I dont think its a good idea to say such thing

Silveru if you really need some help and guidence then just ask

http://ibpf.org/resource/list-international-suicide-hotlines

call in. talk to someone who is trained to talk to id suggest

@Silveru come on dude you need to chill, and deal with the isses

Peoole are here to help and they can but you must humble yourself first m8

@Silveru you arent here looking for help. your here to start shit

@Silveru Cmon man, i mean how can we help? I mean think about about it, loosing a life over something. How much that something worth. I know you're going through serious shit. BUt really its not worth your life.

i could sit here and talk about how i used to cut myself to feel real. or talk about how there was a bridge near my house. and how id just go and stand on the bridge. and i was only 15. i could talk about that. but i dont just mention it for no reason to unsettle people like a disgusting attention whore

@Silveru stop the victum shit and the high horse shit. Humble yourself and ask for legit help and then deal with the issues

i didnt sit there telling people how i wanted to die. i asked for help.

@Silveru bro are you listening

yea cause a person who knows what im talking about says that kinda stuff

welp. there he goes

@shadowlessnexus does this happen often

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no not really