Message from @T-34 Waifu

Discord ID: 613828933942771722


2019-08-21 03:37:43 UTC  

So we'll need to buy a new car

2019-08-21 03:39:28 UTC  

big oof my guy, that sucks

2019-08-21 03:41:31 UTC  

if you can, buy something in cash, even if it's a bit of a shitbox

2019-08-21 03:41:50 UTC  

this fall is looking like a deep reccesion so taking any sort of loan could be fatal to your finances

2019-08-21 03:44:52 UTC  

Don't worry my fam got 2000 from selling off my sisters shitty car, so we shouldn't have a problem getting a new one

2019-08-21 03:45:15 UTC  

It's the silver linings I'm keeping my eye on from now on

2019-08-21 03:48:10 UTC  

We plan on selling the broken car as well, everything else on it is fine, the engine is just fucked, so we might be able to get 1000 out of it

2019-08-21 11:35:19 UTC  

Couldn't you replace the engine?

2019-08-21 11:35:27 UTC  

That's what my mother did when hers got fucked.

im guessing it would have cost more to replace the engine than just selling it as a roller, he said "shitty car" so prolly that.

2019-08-21 12:25:16 UTC  

Been there before, definitely what it comes down to

2019-08-21 12:26:01 UTC  

Also holy fuck, fuck this day, I am filled with infinite rage and depression why did I get out of bed
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2019-08-21 12:26:07 UTC  

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2019-08-21 15:34:04 UTC  

@Deleted User Engine replacement usuay costs around 2-5k at the low end. If you do it yourself and know what you are doing

2019-08-21 15:34:49 UTC  

Its usually not worth it unless the car is worth at least double that.

2019-08-21 17:24:50 UTC  

My brain is fucking melting

2019-08-21 17:28:38 UTC  

I feel like I'm losing my mind, having terrible paranoia and constant nightmares over nothing

2019-08-21 17:29:08 UTC  

I need to stay away from pol for a while

2019-08-21 17:29:28 UTC  

This is that feeling I had after the nz shooting

2019-08-21 17:31:23 UTC  

This job is alot of stress and I'm feeling lost and left for dead out here. I wanna be home for a while or get back in some sort of routine

2019-08-21 20:17:02 UTC  

Tfw so hard to forget her that I took Xanax as an attempt

2019-08-21 20:30:52 UTC  

@country doggo dude stay off pol, it will drive you wild

2019-08-21 21:09:07 UTC  

Most people in at the deep-end are reasonably far off the deep-end mentally.

2019-08-21 21:09:46 UTC  

So take comfort you're in the sunlight, whether it casts a shadow or not you're not crazily living in darkness for no reason.

2019-08-21 21:10:52 UTC  

My own dad used to make me crazy paranoid, as he was into a branch of that. David Icke stuff, i was reasonably impressionable so i thought about it and worked myself up. I have my own set of views now but they aren't aligned with his.

2019-08-21 21:12:32 UTC  

Infact i cut off all contact with him two years ago, i simply don't engage to talk to him at all and we haven't seen each other face to face for that time. I feel bad about my paternal grandparents and cousins but there's not a lot I can do about it.

2019-08-22 01:06:01 UTC  

Mfw my boss might just quit on me from something that isn't in my control

2019-08-22 01:53:58 UTC  

Reminder that people care about you and don't want you to kill yourself.

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/613913727384944681/9f4.png

2019-08-22 01:54:44 UTC  

Nothing happened to me I just wanted to say this lol.

2019-08-22 03:06:06 UTC  

i feel like a fucking failure

2019-08-22 03:06:23 UTC  

i wouldn't be surprised if i fell flat on my ass one day

2019-08-22 05:19:10 UTC  

Oh

2019-08-22 05:19:16 UTC  

I’m always on my ass

2019-08-22 05:27:49 UTC  

Hell ye brother

2019-08-22 05:55:25 UTC  

My clown ass is calling up.walm.and see if who ever is in charge of applications is their so i can as them to review my entry

2019-08-22 05:55:34 UTC  

Might do cvs as well

2019-08-22 06:05:32 UTC  

Which position at Walmart did you apply for

2019-08-22 06:25:29 UTC  

Stoking shelves, getting stuff from the backrooms

2019-08-22 06:25:38 UTC  

Already explained what i applied for

2019-08-22 06:30:43 UTC  

Oops