Yeah, he's bi and I had a feeling he's been into her for a while, just really hoped it wouldn't turn out this way

Damn. Hope things turn out better fam

Yeah, just sitting here at home, might take off work tomorrow

It may be healthy if your work isn't fun. A day to coalesce your thoughts and recover

Yeah

I need a day to recover

Been crying for hours tbh

That's understandable, try to get some extra sleep and find something you enjoy to do tommorow

Nature walk, book, craft hobby

something to take your mind off obsessing over it too much

at least while you're in a highly emotional state

sorry about that man

i'd be lying if I said it gets better soon

Hey remember how.i said everytime something good happens to me some bullshit happens that causes me to rethink everything

That's me with my car rn

This shits gay

what happun

Uh figured out the real problem with the car was the fucking motor is cracked

So we'll need to buy a new car

big oof my guy, that sucks

if you can, buy something in cash, even if it's a bit of a shitbox

this fall is looking like a deep reccesion so taking any sort of loan could be fatal to your finances

Don't worry my fam got 2000 from selling off my sisters shitty car, so we shouldn't have a problem getting a new one

It's the silver linings I'm keeping my eye on from now on

We plan on selling the broken car as well, everything else on it is fine, the engine is just fucked, so we might be able to get 1000 out of it

Couldn't you replace the engine?

That's what my mother did when hers got fucked.

im guessing it would have cost more to replace the engine than just selling it as a roller, he said "shitty car" so prolly that.

Been there before, definitely what it comes down to

Also holy fuck, fuck this day, I am filled with infinite rage and depression why did I get out of bed
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@Deleted User Engine replacement usuay costs around 2-5k at the low end. If you do it yourself and know what you are doing

Its usually not worth it unless the car is worth at least double that.

My brain is fucking melting

I feel like I'm losing my mind, having terrible paranoia and constant nightmares over nothing

I need to stay away from pol for a while

This is that feeling I had after the nz shooting

This job is alot of stress and I'm feeling lost and left for dead out here. I wanna be home for a while or get back in some sort of routine

Tfw so hard to forget her that I took Xanax as an attempt

@country doggo dude stay off pol, it will drive you wild

Most people in at the deep-end are reasonably far off the deep-end mentally.