Message from @nnqlnc
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sorry about that man
i'd be lying if I said it gets better soon
Hey remember how.i said everytime something good happens to me some bullshit happens that causes me to rethink everything
That's me with my car rn
This shits gay
what happun
Uh figured out the real problem with the car was the fucking motor is cracked
So we'll need to buy a new car
big oof my guy, that sucks
if you can, buy something in cash, even if it's a bit of a shitbox
this fall is looking like a deep reccesion so taking any sort of loan could be fatal to your finances
Don't worry my fam got 2000 from selling off my sisters shitty car, so we shouldn't have a problem getting a new one
It's the silver linings I'm keeping my eye on from now on
We plan on selling the broken car as well, everything else on it is fine, the engine is just fucked, so we might be able to get 1000 out of it
Couldn't you replace the engine?
That's what my mother did when hers got fucked.
im guessing it would have cost more to replace the engine than just selling it as a roller, he said "shitty car" so prolly that.
Been there before, definitely what it comes down to
Also holy fuck, fuck this day, I am filled with infinite rage and depression why did I get out of bed
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@Deleted User Engine replacement usuay costs around 2-5k at the low end. If you do it yourself and know what you are doing
Its usually not worth it unless the car is worth at least double that.
My brain is fucking melting
I feel like I'm losing my mind, having terrible paranoia and constant nightmares over nothing
I need to stay away from pol for a while
This is that feeling I had after the nz shooting
This job is alot of stress and I'm feeling lost and left for dead out here. I wanna be home for a while or get back in some sort of routine
Tfw so hard to forget her that I took Xanax as an attempt
@country doggo dude stay off pol, it will drive you wild
Most people in at the deep-end are reasonably far off the deep-end mentally.
So take comfort you're in the sunlight, whether it casts a shadow or not you're not crazily living in darkness for no reason.
My own dad used to make me crazy paranoid, as he was into a branch of that. David Icke stuff, i was reasonably impressionable so i thought about it and worked myself up. I have my own set of views now but they aren't aligned with his.
Infact i cut off all contact with him two years ago, i simply don't engage to talk to him at all and we haven't seen each other face to face for that time. I feel bad about my paternal grandparents and cousins but there's not a lot I can do about it.
Mfw my boss might just quit on me from something that isn't in my control
Reminder that people care about you and don't want you to kill yourself.
Nothing happened to me I just wanted to say this lol.
i feel like a fucking failure
i wouldn't be surprised if i fell flat on my ass one day
Oh
I’m always on my ass