I take diphenhydramine. Usually about 400mg before bed.

Because I have impossible insomnia

And if I don't take anything at all, I just can't sleep

Depending on my mood, I'll have insomnia episodes, but since I've been doing a lot of overtime I'm usually super exhausted and fall asleep easily if I focus on it

I'm jelly.

It's a lot of physical work

My job has lots of physical running around and heavy lifting, but I imagine dishes is more consistent

It usually is

Tonight and yesterday night were huge catering events though

Well, good work. I've seen the mountains of dishes that have to be washed at our casino, and we have a buffet, 4 bars, a cafe, employee dining room and a restaurant

So I can understand your work load.

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Pat yourself on the back

i just woke up from a dream about this girl i use to hang and be with

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>be me
>wake up
>decide to check discord
>”*Dubya likes art hoes*”
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You aren’t wrong but I just like the alternative shit about them and maybe that’s my problem, I want a girl that’ll treat me the same way I treat them. The best. Those two things don’t mix well though, a girl can’t be loyal if she’s bat shit insane, and the ones I’ve found that do treat me well are drug addicts and I’m not dealing with that

you'll find that girl dubya

I do find big tiddy alt girls pretty sexy

I had a dream a while ago about a girl who I married and had a kid with I was happy as shit but then I woke up looked around my room there was no crib no wife and then I got sad but then I decided this was going to be my motivation and it became my dream to have a good orthodox family

Remember having a dream where i think it was me and a girl making up with one another after an argument and we ended up hugging it out. Felt good but then i woke up

@DUBYA DUBYA II get yourself a recovering addict I guess (who has most of her teeth loll)
The guy I like is really fucking strong physically and mentally.
I'll be honest though, men seem to recover better than women do. Women... Tend to not have as strong will power.

There ARE alternative girls who don't do drugs though, you just have to look very hard and carefully for them.
I'm one of the few goth girls who doesn't have tattoos, dyed hair, doesn't drink/do drugs, etc but that's because of my upbringing and religious preferences (mom was basically an art hoe drug addict in the 80s, one of the originals).

But like I said, you have to look very hard

@SheepTeeth the girl I was talking too is trying to quit some heavy shit and I’m there for her if she’s serious about it but if not I’m not gonna get involved because that wouldn’t be good for myself, you’re a unique goth goyl. You’re also right about that, there are ones who don’t do drugs or who aren’t mentally unhinged but they’re either so turned off to having a relationship from past experience or are taken

Yeah, you gotta find a girl who's willing to work through her shit and help you work through yours

Hard though

I think I have better odds at the lottery

A lot of women are extremely self-centered

Lot of women nowadays that will want a relationship but only if it’s convenient, then the moment it isn’t they’ll do everything in their power to get you to leave so they can make it seem like they were the victim

Now don’t get me wrong there’s still plenty of nice girls out there, but it takes a lot to figure out how a particular girl thinks, what sets them off, what makes them happy, lot of subtle things you gotta look for

Ie: they dont know themselves and suck at communication

^^

And that’s the biggest problem for many my age, many of us don’t know who we are, don’t know what we want, don’t know who we’re looking for, that or crazy amounts of hormones just making people do irascible shit

Its not just your age

Most dont well into their 40s

People dont get enough time to

That’s some shit

I couldn’t imagine being that way in my 40s

Its basically the bar crowd