Message from @Higura

Discord ID: 630394107243528192


2019-10-06 12:47:34 UTC  

Art hoes are hot, yeah

2019-10-06 12:47:40 UTC  

But they're bad news

2019-10-06 12:48:50 UTC  

My thing was also kind of an expression of annoyance with my coworker lol

2019-10-06 12:49:35 UTC  

He's this 19 year old kid who was treating me like shit for awhile

2019-10-06 12:50:40 UTC  

Told me he used to be a coke addict and likes to get black out drunk; overall a kid with serious personal problems, an ego and lacking a lot of self-awareness and empathy

2019-10-06 12:52:09 UTC  

All at 19? Jeez.

2019-10-06 12:52:29 UTC  

I'm a square that only does unhealthy amounts of sleep meds.

2019-10-06 12:53:07 UTC  

>one month until I'm 29

2019-10-06 12:53:21 UTC  

The most I'll do is accidentally overdose on nyquil and just sleep lol

2019-10-06 12:53:34 UTC  

Thank God this nightmare is closer to being over

2019-10-06 12:54:13 UTC  

I take diphenhydramine. Usually about 400mg before bed.

2019-10-06 12:54:41 UTC  

Because I have impossible insomnia

2019-10-06 12:55:01 UTC  

And if I don't take anything at all, I just can't sleep

2019-10-06 12:55:57 UTC  

Depending on my mood, I'll have insomnia episodes, but since I've been doing a lot of overtime I'm usually super exhausted and fall asleep easily if I focus on it

2019-10-06 12:56:16 UTC  

I'm jelly.

2019-10-06 12:57:00 UTC  

It's a lot of physical work

2019-10-06 13:01:54 UTC  

My job has lots of physical running around and heavy lifting, but I imagine dishes is more consistent

2019-10-06 13:02:10 UTC  

It usually is

2019-10-06 13:02:24 UTC  

Tonight and yesterday night were huge catering events though

2019-10-06 13:20:59 UTC  

Well, good work. I've seen the mountains of dishes that have to be washed at our casino, and we have a buffet, 4 bars, a cafe, employee dining room and a restaurant

2019-10-06 13:21:07 UTC  

So I can understand your work load.

2019-10-06 13:21:15 UTC  

<:YaaY:512039594108256257>

2019-10-06 13:21:20 UTC  

Pat yourself on the back

2019-10-06 16:05:32 UTC  

i just woke up from a dream about this girl i use to hang and be with

2019-10-06 19:10:13 UTC  

>be me
>wake up
>decide to check discord
>”*Dubya likes art hoes*”
<:KEK:465443054254424065>

2019-10-06 19:15:19 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/630483243543691304/FB_IMG_1570389065351.jpg

2019-10-06 19:20:00 UTC  

You aren’t wrong but I just like the alternative shit about them and maybe that’s my problem, I want a girl that’ll treat me the same way I treat them. The best. Those two things don’t mix well though, a girl can’t be loyal if she’s bat shit insane, and the ones I’ve found that do treat me well are drug addicts and I’m not dealing with that

2019-10-06 19:46:01 UTC  

you'll find that girl dubya

2019-10-06 20:08:50 UTC  

I do find big tiddy alt girls pretty sexy

2019-10-06 21:48:59 UTC  

I had a dream a while ago about a girl who I married and had a kid with I was happy as shit but then I woke up looked around my room there was no crib no wife and then I got sad but then I decided this was going to be my motivation and it became my dream to have a good orthodox family

2019-10-06 21:54:04 UTC  

Remember having a dream where i think it was me and a girl making up with one another after an argument and we ended up hugging it out. Felt good but then i woke up

2019-10-06 22:07:17 UTC  

@DUBYA DUBYA II get yourself a recovering addict I guess (who has most of her teeth loll)
The guy I like is really fucking strong physically and mentally.
I'll be honest though, men seem to recover better than women do. Women... Tend to not have as strong will power.

2019-10-06 22:11:42 UTC  

There ARE alternative girls who don't do drugs though, you just have to look very hard and carefully for them.
I'm one of the few goth girls who doesn't have tattoos, dyed hair, doesn't drink/do drugs, etc but that's because of my upbringing and religious preferences (mom was basically an art hoe drug addict in the 80s, one of the originals).

2019-10-06 22:13:51 UTC  

But like I said, you have to look very hard

2019-10-06 22:27:00 UTC  

@SheepTeeth the girl I was talking too is trying to quit some heavy shit and I’m there for her if she’s serious about it but if not I’m not gonna get involved because that wouldn’t be good for myself, you’re a unique goth goyl. You’re also right about that, there are ones who don’t do drugs or who aren’t mentally unhinged but they’re either so turned off to having a relationship from past experience or are taken

2019-10-06 22:59:15 UTC  

Yeah, you gotta find a girl who's willing to work through her shit and help you work through yours

2019-10-06 22:59:47 UTC  

Hard though

2019-10-06 22:59:49 UTC  

I think I have better odds at the lottery

2019-10-06 23:00:02 UTC  

A lot of women are extremely self-centered

2019-10-06 23:14:33 UTC  

Lot of women nowadays that will want a relationship but only if it’s convenient, then the moment it isn’t they’ll do everything in their power to get you to leave so they can make it seem like they were the victim