Message from @W A T E R
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>And the toilet stalls were in some kind of school cafeteria or classroom
>I realise I am just about finished
>I look at the toilet paper holder with the paper roll
its billy mays trying to sell you shit
>Then a fuckton of primary school age children flood into the room
>I look at the toilet paper holder again
>THE TOILET PAPER FUCKING VANISHED INTO THIN AIR WHEN I WASNT LOOKING
the semen demons ate it
>Dream me is now panicking about being discovered by the children
>I wake up
Last dream:
I don't remember much about the environment I was in
>I feel one of my right premolars is really wobbly
>Try to push it back in with my tongue
>It falls out anyway
>Dream me starts crying and panicking
>I wake up
It's much more funny to me now as a text dump
>be me
>looking through photos of muh ex
>listening to asleep by the smiths
>stare into her eyes and bury my face in pillow
>charmed by her smile
>laugh
>continue breathing
tfw no more morning hellos, goodnights, I love you's or hugs
We love you no homo @T-34 Waifu
Once a lad always a lad
Yeah, it'll pass m8 and you'll have even a better GF in no time
I don't know man, there was something special about her. she was so kind to me, so, so understanding. I think she might've broken up with me because of this (this quote's from two weeks ago) "Ben, I think I'm going into one of my depressive moods again. Please just talk to me even if I seem like I don't want to be talked to. I pushed a lot of people away last time this happened." She may have just pushed me away because she has shitty mood swings around Christmas because of abuse as a child. I really hope that's the case. I have no doubt in my mind that there's going to be a happy ending to our relationship regardless. I also still mostly believe that It's something I did.
shit's just confusing
I just wish this didn't happen
no going back now though <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>
Sorry to hear all that man, at least look back on the good memories and use what you saw as mistakes to avoid doing again and improving yourself. You will find someone who's right for you again man, just have to give it time
damn, I wish I had friends
Then I wouldn’t have to be a fag to you guys
No your not a fag
A fag would be someone like zoomer, or dan_uk
You're just not used to this sorta thing
It's okay to talk about your feelings man, you're no fag
Yeah
I can't even lose no nut november anymore. I keep getting told to become a temporary coomer so that I can feel better but I can't even jack off. My mind just wanders back to Haedyn pinning me up against walls and shit and then i just get sad and no nut november is going to be easy <:sadtard:556699705153945620>
what's that about getting pined on walls?
oh, she used to try and pin me up against walls which was cute because she smol and i'm 5"11 but she's gone now so I'm just sad