>Dream me is now panicking about being discovered by the children

>I wake up

Last dream:

I don't remember much about the environment I was in

>I feel one of my right premolars is really wobbly

>Try to push it back in with my tongue

>It falls out anyway

>Dream me starts crying and panicking

>I wake up

It's much more funny to me now as a text dump

Glad I decided to do it

>be me
>looking through photos of muh ex
>listening to asleep by the smiths
>stare into her eyes and bury my face in pillow
>charmed by her smile
>laugh
>continue breathing

tfw no more morning hellos, goodnights, I love you's or hugs

We love you no homo @T-34 Waifu

Once a lad always a lad

Yeah, it'll pass m8 and you'll have even a better GF in no time

I don't know man, there was something special about her. she was so kind to me, so, so understanding. I think she might've broken up with me because of this (this quote's from two weeks ago) "Ben, I think I'm going into one of my depressive moods again. Please just talk to me even if I seem like I don't want to be talked to. I pushed a lot of people away last time this happened." She may have just pushed me away because she has shitty mood swings around Christmas because of abuse as a child. I really hope that's the case. I have no doubt in my mind that there's going to be a happy ending to our relationship regardless. I also still mostly believe that It's something I did.

shit's just confusing

I just wish this didn't happen

no going back now though <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>

Sorry to hear all that man, at least look back on the good memories and use what you saw as mistakes to avoid doing again and improving yourself. You will find someone who's right for you again man, just have to give it time

damn, I wish I had friends

Then I wouldn’t have to be a fag to you guys

No your not a fag

A fag would be someone like zoomer, or dan_uk

You're just not used to this sorta thing

It's okay to talk about your feelings man, you're no fag

Yeah

I can't even lose no nut november anymore. I keep getting told to become a temporary coomer so that I can feel better but I can't even jack off. My mind just wanders back to Haedyn pinning me up against walls and shit and then i just get sad and no nut november is going to be easy <:sadtard:556699705153945620>

what's that about getting pined on walls?

oh, she used to try and pin me up against walls which was cute because she smol and i'm 5"11 but she's gone now so I'm just sad

hm

I know you guys keep telling me to move on and that she isn't worth it but I miss her so much. every moment felt like heaven.

my stomache feels like I downed 30 aspirin and I still can't stop crying

I'm pretty sure a bunch of queers baited her into thinking I'm shit and she should break up with me. She only started hanging out with them over the span of those three days when she decided to never speak to me again, then all of a sudden they hang out for an entire day. that day before I leave to go home she says she loves me. next day she says we aren't a good match and ghosts me. It hurts to see because I know if this is true then It'll be hard for me to help her out, not to mention risky. however, If I am wrong then I know that I'm going at least a little crazy. Is there a safe way to try and fix this if I'm right?

I've seen what the lgbt can do. She's a lost cause sadly. She'll have to dig herself out if she's any smart

She smart, she just gets pushed around easily. She liked being dependent on me, because I made her feel safe and comfortable. I never thought a breakup could make me hate gay people.

I always thought it was kind of a “yeah all gays suck, not based but eh” type thing but damn. Gays are like the fucking mafia

At least in the city I’m in they are

It's a cult personality

I have 2 friends, 1 gay 1 Bi and they really hate those kinds of gay people. They're pretty cool. It sucks that she ghosted you after hanging out with them