Message from @W A T E R

Discord ID: 640301000539766785


2019-11-02 21:21:01 UTC  

>No joke for some reason the toilet stalls had saloon doors

2019-11-02 21:21:07 UTC  

<:KEK:465443054254424065>

2019-11-02 21:21:36 UTC  

>And the toilet stalls were in some kind of school cafeteria or classroom

2019-11-02 21:21:55 UTC  

>I realise I am just about finished

2019-11-02 21:22:35 UTC  

>I look at the toilet paper holder with the paper roll

2019-11-02 21:22:48 UTC  

its billy mays trying to sell you shit

2019-11-02 21:23:12 UTC  

>Then a fuckton of primary school age children flood into the room

2019-11-02 21:23:18 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/640299927788060682/528382197758033974.gif

2019-11-02 21:23:51 UTC  

>I look at the toilet paper holder again

2019-11-02 21:24:04 UTC  

>THE TOILET PAPER FUCKING VANISHED INTO THIN AIR WHEN I WASNT LOOKING

2019-11-02 21:24:15 UTC  

the semen demons ate it

2019-11-02 21:24:37 UTC  

>Dream me is now panicking about being discovered by the children

2019-11-02 21:24:44 UTC  

>I wake up

2019-11-02 21:25:02 UTC  

Last dream:

2019-11-02 21:25:23 UTC  

I don't remember much about the environment I was in

2019-11-02 21:25:48 UTC  

>I feel one of my right premolars is really wobbly

2019-11-02 21:26:11 UTC  

>Try to push it back in with my tongue

2019-11-02 21:26:26 UTC  

>It falls out anyway

2019-11-02 21:26:47 UTC  

>Dream me starts crying and panicking

2019-11-02 21:26:54 UTC  

>I wake up

2019-11-02 21:27:34 UTC  

It's much more funny to me now as a text dump

2019-11-02 21:27:46 UTC  

Glad I decided to do it

2019-11-02 21:38:11 UTC  

>be me
>looking through photos of muh ex
>listening to asleep by the smiths
>stare into her eyes and bury my face in pillow
>charmed by her smile
>laugh
>continue breathing

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/640303672802410496/image0.jpg

2019-11-02 21:47:47 UTC  

tfw no more morning hellos, goodnights, I love you's or hugs

2019-11-02 21:48:33 UTC  

We love you no homo @T-34 Waifu

2019-11-02 21:48:41 UTC  

Once a lad always a lad

2019-11-02 21:58:08 UTC  

Yeah, it'll pass m8 and you'll have even a better GF in no time

2019-11-02 22:20:50 UTC  

I don't know man, there was something special about her. she was so kind to me, so, so understanding. I think she might've broken up with me because of this (this quote's from two weeks ago) "Ben, I think I'm going into one of my depressive moods again. Please just talk to me even if I seem like I don't want to be talked to. I pushed a lot of people away last time this happened." She may have just pushed me away because she has shitty mood swings around Christmas because of abuse as a child. I really hope that's the case. I have no doubt in my mind that there's going to be a happy ending to our relationship regardless. I also still mostly believe that It's something I did.

2019-11-02 22:22:56 UTC  

shit's just confusing

2019-11-02 22:23:03 UTC  

I just wish this didn't happen

2019-11-02 22:23:17 UTC  

no going back now though <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>

2019-11-02 22:29:51 UTC  

Sorry to hear all that man, at least look back on the good memories and use what you saw as mistakes to avoid doing again and improving yourself. You will find someone who's right for you again man, just have to give it time

2019-11-02 23:49:47 UTC  

damn, I wish I had friends

2019-11-02 23:50:13 UTC  

Then I wouldn’t have to be a fag to you guys

2019-11-03 00:00:11 UTC  

No your not a fag

2019-11-03 00:00:27 UTC  

A fag would be someone like zoomer, or dan_uk

2019-11-03 00:00:37 UTC  

You're just not used to this sorta thing

2019-11-03 00:09:24 UTC  

It's okay to talk about your feelings man, you're no fag

2019-11-03 00:14:23 UTC  

Yeah

2019-11-03 00:54:22 UTC  

I can't even lose no nut november anymore. I keep getting told to become a temporary coomer so that I can feel better but I can't even jack off. My mind just wanders back to Haedyn pinning me up against walls and shit and then i just get sad and no nut november is going to be easy <:sadtard:556699705153945620>

2019-11-03 01:03:10 UTC  

what's that about getting pined on walls?