Message from @W A T E R

Discord ID: 640300285151150080


2019-11-02 21:16:08 UTC  

I get mad and pull the usb cable out and start whipping the desk with it

2019-11-02 21:16:37 UTC  

>I see a bunch of loose wires on the wall opposite me flap about

2019-11-02 21:17:43 UTC  

>It scares me and I try to rationalise it as the wind from my cable whipping making the wires fly about

2019-11-02 21:18:06 UTC  

>I come to the conclusion that a poltergeist was doing it for some reason

2019-11-02 21:19:03 UTC  

>Then the invisible poltergeist violently rolls some kind of empty hospital iv dolly like thing towards me which was really fucking terrifying in the dream

2019-11-02 21:19:12 UTC  

>I wake back up

2019-11-02 21:19:20 UTC  

Third dream:

2019-11-02 21:20:12 UTC  

>I am taking a shit in some extremely bizarre toilet stalls

2019-11-02 21:21:01 UTC  

>No joke for some reason the toilet stalls had saloon doors

2019-11-02 21:21:07 UTC  

<:KEK:465443054254424065>

2019-11-02 21:21:36 UTC  

>And the toilet stalls were in some kind of school cafeteria or classroom

2019-11-02 21:21:55 UTC  

>I realise I am just about finished

2019-11-02 21:22:35 UTC  

>I look at the toilet paper holder with the paper roll

2019-11-02 21:22:48 UTC  

its billy mays trying to sell you shit

2019-11-02 21:23:12 UTC  

>Then a fuckton of primary school age children flood into the room

2019-11-02 21:23:18 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/640299927788060682/528382197758033974.gif

2019-11-02 21:23:51 UTC  

>I look at the toilet paper holder again

2019-11-02 21:24:04 UTC  

>THE TOILET PAPER FUCKING VANISHED INTO THIN AIR WHEN I WASNT LOOKING

2019-11-02 21:24:15 UTC  

the semen demons ate it

2019-11-02 21:24:37 UTC  

>Dream me is now panicking about being discovered by the children

2019-11-02 21:24:44 UTC  

>I wake up

2019-11-02 21:25:02 UTC  

Last dream:

2019-11-02 21:25:23 UTC  

I don't remember much about the environment I was in

2019-11-02 21:25:48 UTC  

>I feel one of my right premolars is really wobbly

2019-11-02 21:26:11 UTC  

>Try to push it back in with my tongue

2019-11-02 21:26:26 UTC  

>It falls out anyway

2019-11-02 21:26:47 UTC  

>Dream me starts crying and panicking

2019-11-02 21:26:54 UTC  

>I wake up

2019-11-02 21:27:34 UTC  

It's much more funny to me now as a text dump

2019-11-02 21:27:46 UTC  

Glad I decided to do it

2019-11-02 21:38:11 UTC  

>be me
>looking through photos of muh ex
>listening to asleep by the smiths
>stare into her eyes and bury my face in pillow
>charmed by her smile
>laugh
>continue breathing

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/462997453181026307/640303672802410496/image0.jpg

2019-11-02 21:47:47 UTC  

tfw no more morning hellos, goodnights, I love you's or hugs

2019-11-02 21:48:33 UTC  

We love you no homo @T-34 Waifu

2019-11-02 21:48:41 UTC  

Once a lad always a lad

2019-11-02 21:58:08 UTC  

Yeah, it'll pass m8 and you'll have even a better GF in no time

2019-11-02 22:20:50 UTC  

I don't know man, there was something special about her. she was so kind to me, so, so understanding. I think she might've broken up with me because of this (this quote's from two weeks ago) "Ben, I think I'm going into one of my depressive moods again. Please just talk to me even if I seem like I don't want to be talked to. I pushed a lot of people away last time this happened." She may have just pushed me away because she has shitty mood swings around Christmas because of abuse as a child. I really hope that's the case. I have no doubt in my mind that there's going to be a happy ending to our relationship regardless. I also still mostly believe that It's something I did.

2019-11-02 22:22:56 UTC  

shit's just confusing

2019-11-02 22:23:03 UTC  

I just wish this didn't happen

2019-11-02 22:23:17 UTC  

no going back now though <:feelsbadman:589929333074821140>

2019-11-02 22:29:51 UTC  

Sorry to hear all that man, at least look back on the good memories and use what you saw as mistakes to avoid doing again and improving yourself. You will find someone who's right for you again man, just have to give it time

2019-11-02 23:49:47 UTC  

damn, I wish I had friends