Message from @Redneo

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2018-10-22 23:01:58 UTC  

You're in college? 2-year or 4 year?

2018-10-22 23:02:06 UTC  
2018-10-22 23:02:30 UTC  

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2018-10-22 23:02:41 UTC  

What are you major in, bro?

2018-10-22 23:02:58 UTC  

Guess

2018-10-22 23:03:12 UTC  

@Rockets my parents had me diagnosed with aspergers back then... of course, they saught out the psychiatrist that agreed with them so take that with a mountain of salt, espacialy as later pschologists and such disagreed

2018-10-22 23:03:13 UTC  

Computer Science?

2018-10-22 23:03:19 UTC  

Engineer?

2018-10-22 23:03:22 UTC  

Yes

2018-10-22 23:03:51 UTC  

Awesome. I used to go to 2 year college for it but things when downhill.

2018-10-22 23:04:14 UTC  

I'm trying to get out of being unemployed.

2018-10-22 23:04:31 UTC  

it's probably like, I don't define myself as any ONE thing you know? I read philosophy when I was young, and remember defining myself as a Stoic, vs hedonist, but I've become something else in my old age that the old definitions might help understand, but not completely. After youve crossed some lines and boundaries, I feel like there's just even more boundaries to break

2018-10-22 23:04:33 UTC  

@Dango_chan HHH was computer science but now he's teaching.

2018-10-22 23:04:35 UTC  

Job market is shit in Detroi.t

2018-10-22 23:04:55 UTC  

i think it was just high intelligence (psychologists did take an IQ test on me, all that ican say, i dont know what my IQ is, but its to high to be measured by the standart test which only goes up to 130) plus depression.

2018-10-22 23:06:10 UTC  

@Redneo screw psychiatrists on most counts, unless you think you want to be a lab rat for fun, stick with good old fresh air, diet, exercise etc. They tried to give me Prozac after I told them I had just given up MJ, I was like you guys are f'n quacks!

2018-10-22 23:06:42 UTC  

@Rockets do you agree project-work is the best for proving to employers you rock?

2018-10-22 23:06:47 UTC  

and im actualy gald to have suffered (well, i still am to a degree, its recoursive, but... i can deal now) clinical depression. Cause, guess what, once youve been through that, there is nothing that will throw you of

2018-10-22 23:07:35 UTC  

@Rockets well psychiatrists are actualy okay. Psychologists and social workers, now THEY are terrible

2018-10-22 23:07:42 UTC  

@machtyn absolutely, anything you can SHOW them, actual web services, apps, whatever. It's good to be able to answer technical questions with technical speak too

2018-10-22 23:08:06 UTC  

@Rockets and there is a BIG differenece between psychology and psychiatry. Psychology is mental, psychiatry is physical

2018-10-22 23:08:23 UTC  

@Rockets yeah i got the technical speak down but i honestly plan on just applying to a bunch of jobs every 1-2 years just to stay sharp in interviewing and what the industry is looking for

2018-10-22 23:08:48 UTC  

and my clinical depression was NOT a mental illness at all. its physical

2018-10-22 23:08:56 UTC  

anyone successfully quit caffeine? i am on day 1 and have an insane headache and super sleepy

2018-10-22 23:09:04 UTC  

@machtyn interviewing is great experience, anytime I switched companies I would interview with 5 or so in the same time-span

2018-10-22 23:09:13 UTC  
2018-10-22 23:09:21 UTC  

need to make sure i'm on the top of my game

2018-10-22 23:09:40 UTC  

Caffeine is my lord

2018-10-22 23:09:57 UTC  

but some instituions i visited for at ime supposed to help with such stuff, yeah, you were actualy talking to social workers reporting to psychiatrists.

2018-10-22 23:10:11 UTC  

and if i took her seriously, i would be dead now.

2018-10-22 23:10:12 UTC  

@Kazemaru i drank way too much lol so that is why i am just quitting

2018-10-22 23:10:12 UTC  

don't hop too much though unless the place is just really bad, stick around until you feel your ready for bigger challenges

2018-10-22 23:10:35 UTC  

@Rockets yeah no i try to stay with one company for at least 3 years

2018-10-22 23:10:45 UTC  
2018-10-22 23:10:45 UTC  

like, she absolutly denied the physical

2018-10-22 23:10:53 UTC  

BEAUTIFUL!

2018-10-22 23:10:54 UTC  

every 3-5 years i bounce and try to make states too

2018-10-22 23:11:03 UTC  

Many people in the area of psychology give me the vibe of being mind-body-dualists

2018-10-22 23:11:09 UTC  

One of this days I must give a break to my lord too. Someday... But not today!

2018-10-22 23:11:10 UTC  

And in fact i specificly asked this one

2018-10-22 23:11:19 UTC  

and she confirmed to me